She'll never love me the same

Let me in.

Hi guys idk what to say soooo excuse any errors and comment for any clarification 😭😭!! Okkk byeee.

Xolani pov:

"No, Xolani. You keep pushing me away and I'm sick of it. I'm here and not going anywhere. I know I don't tell you a lot but I care about you, and your actions affect me a lot. when you're not okay neither am I."

"I'm sorry I don't mean to push you away I really don't I'm just scared you'll leave if I let you in too much."

"I'm never leaving you, it 's us against the world forever you know that."

"I may know It, but sometimes I don't feel it"

"Xo I promise you I'm going to be in your life as long as you let me"

Omniscient pov:

Gisellana starts crying Xolani doesn't know why.

In that moment Gisellana realized that she truly had feelings for Xolani but didn't understand them. She knew she cared about Xolani a lot but she didn't know her feelings were past a friendship.

She always saw Xolani as very, pretty very beautiful, very nice, smart and kind but she thought that was just a normal feeling to have. She knew Xolani also only had a soft spot for her.

Just recently, she began having stronger feelings, noticing herself feeling different when she got around and even when she wasn't around her.

Xolani watched as Gisellana cried over her confused feelings she was having.

Gisellana pov:

I hate crying but I'm so overwhelmed with my own feelings and how Xolani is feeling and the stuff she's doing.

I feel her tug gently at my arm so I move to the floor next to her and she wraps her arms around me. I start to cry harder in her arms I feel her soothing me by rubbing on my back.

I got up and left I was so overwhelmed by her touch I went back to class surprisingly only 12 mins later it felt like I was in that bathroom forever.

"Umm Gisellana? Where's Xolani? My teacher said with complete confusion.

Damn I forgot I left her I thought she was right behind me....

"Uhm she went to the bathroom she should be coming in soon."

"Ok sounds good!"

I look over at her seat. I feel bad I left her but I couldn't handle my emotions with her. I pulled my hoodie over my head and started listening to music acting like I was doing work so my teacher wouldn't be mad.

I hear the door and look up and it's Xolani.

"Sorry I took long to come back I went to the bathroom the filled up my water bottle!" Xolani said with a half smile.

"Oh no problem Gisellana told me!"

Xolani nodded her head and sat down. She didn't even look at me...

"Xo..."

"What."

"I'm uh sorry I left without saying anything I was overwhelmed"

"Ok."

"Are you mad at me?"

"Nope"

"Oh ok.."

I knew she was lying but tbh she had every right to be mad. I literally left her in the bathroom door wide open not even saying anything..