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"he wasn't violent towards me! i told you that before"
"are you being honest, or are you trying to cover something?"
"i'm being honest! he never laid a hand on me in such way"
"what about that mark on your neck from back then? or the scars on different parts of your body?"
"all consensual"
"you sure have some weird kinks" he said, making you crack a smile.
hawks was still kneeling in front of you, holding your hands, as he occasionally left kisses on them and your knees.
"y/n... all this time... you were lying to me, weren't you?"
"i was. and i'm truly sorry for doing so! i knew he was seen in alleyways, so i was telling him where to not go"
"when i told you i was using the backdoor to enter the building because my front door key was broken, i was lying"
"i broke it myself in order to get a set of second keys. truth is, you can use the backdoor key to open the front door. i was going to the very back of the alley, just to let dabi in"
"at first, even though he had the second keys, he wasn't using them. he was visiting my house and i was visiting the league's hideout with the help of kurogiri"
"that's why you were so shocked when i told you we captured him!"
"yes! because i didn't know how i would meet up with dabi"
"and how were you two meeting up?"
"all my curtains were closed for a reason; he was living here with me. i even started working from home so he wouldn't get in any trouble when i was out"
"y/n, can you share with me parts of your life with him? not everything! just any information you want to share"
you nodded your head, before you took a deep breath;
"i'll let you know that i was happy with him. truly happy. i never cared about him being a villain. honestly speaking, i never cared about villains in general"
"i only view someone as a villain when i'm threatened by them. when i first met him, he was nothing but a villain to me. but after that, i didn't feel threatened. so, he was just a person with a reputation that i didn't care about"
"i never imagined that just a single hookup would develop to all this. i never imagined that he would want something like this. at first it didn't feel real. it felt like i was being used, but the truth is... i didn't mind it"
"the day he told me about his past, that's when i knew that it was real for him, too. if it wasn't, he wouldn't have opened up to me, right? he told me, even though he is planning to reveal himself"
"is he now? really?" he asked, in which you nodded.
"i can't lie, though, he had his moments. he was getting all angry, crazy and possessive. but even then, he wasn't hurting me. his words did hurt sometimes, but mine did, too"
"you were hurting each other —in a way— when angry, yet, you didn't mind that?"
"we were making up for it every time! we always talked things out, and tried to stay as healthy as possible"
"until you weren't"
"he was my best friend, and... that was the worst part" you whispered, your tears landing on your hands.
hawks didn't let you continue. he wrapped his arms around you, kissing your head in attempts to calm you down. he allowed his mind to absorb all information, making a decision to keep it to himself for the time being.
"keigo..."
"yes, doll?"
"be careful out there..."
"i'll have you know, i'm being really careful aound them"
"no, you don't understand!" you looked up at him, your hand laying on his chest.
