Controlled Love [Larry Stylinson] (BoyxBoy)

Chapter 30

Harry's POV

I follow the nurse nervously as she leads me towards a hospital room. When I get inside I see Louis lying on the hospital bed, cradling his stomach and my heart breaks. I rush to his side and kneel beside the bed.

"Lou." I say and he looks at me and smiles a bit at me. "Is the baby-" "The baby's fine." He says and I let out a breathe. "They managed to stop the bleeding and the baby from detaching." He says and rubs at his little tummy.

"I'm so sorry sweetheart." I say and he starts crying. "I've missed you Harry." He says,voice small and vulnerable. "I'm so sorry Lou. I messed up so much and I wanted to explain to you what you saw but you didn't give me a chance. That guy was an ex, he tried to get back together with me but I rejected him. He told me he loved me and kissed me. I admit I didn't pull away and you had every right to be mad but that kiss meant nothing. Absolutely nothing. Wanna know why?"

I ask reaching for his hand lacing his fingers with mine, and stare into his soft glossed over blue eyes.
"Because you're the only one I'd ever feel something for when we kiss. When he kissed me,I felt nothing, I had realized that I had nothing to hold on to from my past. That kiss me made me realize how much I love you. I never told you often how much you mean to me and that's a mistake I will always regret." I say kissing his hands.

"I love you Louis, with every part of me. You have me completely in every way possible. From the moment we met you've had me. Now that I know that, I'm never letting you go again. And I'm not leaving you or our baby." I say and wipe away his tears.

"I'm so sorry for not giving you a chance to explain,I wanted to tell you that you were going to be a daddy when I found out ,but walking into that, I ran not wanting to be near you. And I should have stayed. I said we were doomed from the beginning but I don't think that anymore. I know we'll get through this. Together. I want us to start over. " He says and I smile and lean in closer to him to connect our lips in a slow, love filled kiss.

"I'd love that."

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"Now Mr Tomlinson, I need you to be very careful. You were lucky you were in time for us to stop the fetus from detaching. You need to be more careful of your surroundings and not to do any strenuous activity for a while." The doctor says and Louis pouts. Niall and Zayn left after checking up on Louis so now we're ready to get Louis discharged.

"So no sex?" He asks and I choke as the doctor reddens. "Uhm, just for a few days. I'd say you'd be okay to do sexual activities in about a week and half, though I'd advise you to be extra careful when in intercourse." The doctor says and smiles a bit at Louis.

"I subscribed you to Misoprostol and spoke to your obstetrician, Dr Payne and informed him about your condition and we agreed on giving you ibuprofen for the pain and giving you a new description of vitamins. Either than that, you're okay to leave." He says and Louis smiles thanking the doctor.

"I want you to move in with me." I say as soon as the doctor leaves and Louis' eyes widen. "It's for the best. That way we can care for the baby properly. And want you with me at all times. My house is big enough, there's so many rooms you could choose from for the nursery, there's a big yard, there's-" "Harry you're rambling!" Louis cuts me off and I smile nervously at him.