C+J•G~Drabbles!

☆Doubt☆

TW: yelling, mental illness, emotional distress, silent treatment, anxiety, depression

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Johnnie has been ignoring his boyfriend Carrington all day long. Being avoidant and isolating himself into his bedroom.

Carrington had noticed this and became a bit annoyed. Why was his boyfriend ignoring him? He wanted to spend time with him and enjoy each other's company, but Johnnie had been in his room all day.

He walked up to the bedroom door and knocked, calling out to Johnnie."Johnnie, can I come in?"

Johnnie didn't reply. He is laying in his bed. His back facing his bedroom door as he tried to fall asleep.

Carrington huffed at the lack of response. He knew Johnnie was ignoring him, and it frustrated him even more.

"Johnnie, I know you're in there. Open the door."He tried to open the door, but it was locked.

Johnnie huffed as he gets off the bed. He unlocked the door and opened it. "What?!"

Carrington walked into the room, a mixture of frustration and concern on his face.

"Why have you been avoiding me all day?" He asked, his arms crossing over his chest.

Johnnie rolled his eyes and closed the door on his boyfriend. He hated pushing Carrington away but he didn't want to be a burden.

Carrington was surprised by Johnnie's action and was now starting to get annoyed. He opened the door.

"Hey, don't do that."

He walked over to Johnnie and turned him around to face him."You're not a burden, so stop thinking that way."

"Will you just leave me alone?!" Johnnie yelled as he stormed to his bed. He laid in it and pulled the blanket over his head.

Carrington's expression softened at Johnnie's outburst, and he walked over to the bed."No, I won't just leave you alone. You're clearly upset about something."

He sat down on the edge of the bed and gently pulled the blanket away from Johnnie's face.

Johnnie didn't reply. He just held his tears back. Staring at the wall. His back facing his boyfriend.

Carrington's heart ached seeing Johnnie like this. He scooted closer and gently placed a hand on his shoulder."Please, talk to me. You can tell me what's wrong."

Johnnie shoved Carrington's hand away with his shoulder. Just staring at the wall with a cold stare.

Carrington was hurt by Johnnie's action, but he wasn't going to give up.

"I'm not going to leave you until you tell me what's wrong. I care about you, Johnnie."
He placed his hand back on Johnnie's shoulder, this time with a firmer grip.

Johnnie didn't say anything. He just remained quiet and tucked up his legs.

Carrington was growing more and more frustrated by the lack of response. He knew Johnnie was stubborn, but he didn't expect him to be this closed off.

"Come on, Johnnie. I know something is bothering you. Please, just talk to me."
He pleaded, his grip on Johnnie's shoulder tightening slightly.

"Go. Away." Johnnie replied sternly.

Carrington let out an exasperated sigh, feeling his patience wearing thin.

"No, I'm not going away until you tell me what's wrong. You're clearly upset and I want to help you Johnnie, but I can't if you don't talk to me."