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☆Hospital☆

[ Carrington visits his bf Johnnie in the hospital ]

cw: sickness, hospitalization, fear of dying , anxiety, illness

this is fictional.
All satire.
Please don't take my writing seriously or skip if this makes you uncomfortable, thank you.

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Johnnie is laying in his hospital bed. Coughing and being ill. He was sick for so long they had to put him into the hospital for bedrest.

Carrington sat in the chair next to his bed, holding his hand as he coughed. He was used to being sick, but seeing his boyfriend like this was painful. He tried to comfort him, but there was only so much he could do.

"You're going to be okay," he said softly, rubbing his thumb over Johnnie's knuckles. "They're going to make you better."

Johnnie groaned. "Stupid. I've been sick nonstop for the past few months." He coughed again.

Carrington frowned and squeezed his hand gently. He hated seeing Johnnie in pain.

"I know," he replied, "but you're strong. You'll pull through this. You always do." He tried to keep his voice calm, but it was hard to hide the worry in his tone.

"I just hate being in hospitals" Johnnie coughed more before a nurse came in and placed the oxygen mask over Johnnie's face and walked off.

Carrington watched as the nurse placed the oxygen mask over Johnnie's face, his heart sinking. He hated seeing his boyfriend like this even more now.

"I know you do," he said, his voice softer now. "But you need to be here. They're taking care of you." He reached out and brushed a strand of hair off of Johnnie's forehead.

Johnnie coughed more before he laid back in his hospital bed. "Am i gonna die..?" he asked to Carrington with fear.

Carrington's heart clenched at Johnnie's question. He shook his head vigorously.

"No, no, you're not going to die," he said firmly, his voice trembling slightly. "You're going to get better. The doctors are taking good care of you, and you're strong. You're not going to die."

Johnnie felt his heart rate pick up. "But I'm not getting better! I've just been sicker!" He coughed more.

Carrington's eyes widened as Johnnie's heart rate increased. He gripped his hand tighter, trying to keep him calm.

"Shh, shh, it's okay," he said soothingly, his voice shaking. "Just try to breathe. Take deep breaths." He looked around the room, hoping that a doctor would come in and check on them soon.

Johnnie tears up, "I'm scared baby, I don't wanna die.. I don't want to leave you"

Carrington's heart shattered as Johnnie started to cry. He moved closer to the bed, his own eyes filling with tears.

"You're not going to die," he repeated, his voice breaking. "I'm not going to let that happen. I'm right here with you, okay? I'm not going anywhere." He reached out and gently wiped away Johnnie's tears with his thumb.

The doctor walked into the room, clipboard in hand. He saw Carrington sitting by Johnnie's bedside and gave him a sympathetic look.

"How is he doing?" the doctor asked, his voice gentle.

Johnnie looked at the doctor, "I've been feeling sicker."

The doctor nodded and walked over to the bed, checking Johnnie's vitals. He frowned slightly as he looked at the monitor.