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☆Hospital Pt2☆

Sorry for making you guys cry :')

Tw: death of a loved one from severe illness, code blue, hospitalization, sickness behavior, depression, grief and sadness

Please don't take this seriously, this is a work of fiction only.
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Throughout the months of Johnnie being in the hospital for his sickness, he hasn't been getting any better. He's been getting worse day by day. He couldn't even move hardly anymore.

Carrington had noticed the change in his condition over time. He was worried about his boyfriend and the way he was getting worse. Every time he visited, he saw how much weaker Johnnie had become.

He sat down next to his bed, a look of concern etched on his face. "Hey hon , how are you feeling today?"

"Hi babe," Johnnie croaked out as he held Carrington's hand weakly. His skin was sickly pale, paler than his usual skintone. His eyes looked sulking in. He was increasingly losing weight and even had a urine bag attached since he couldn't even get out of bed to go to the bathroom anymore.

Carrington's heart ached as he held Johnnie's hand, feeling how weak and fragile he had become. "You're still calling me babe, even though you're in this condition?" he said with a mix of amusement and concern.

He gently squeezed Johnnie's hand, trying to hide his worry. "You know you shouldn't be pushing yourself, right? You need to rest and focus on getting better."

Johnnie tears up, "No.. I'm not getting better, I'm dying Carrington. The doctor told me I'm gonna die."

Carrington's heart sank as he heard those words. Tears welled up in his eyes as he tried to hold back his own emotions. "No... no, don't say that. You can't die, you're my best friend and my bestest boyfriend," he said, his voice cracking with emotion.

He leaned closer to Johnnie, holding his hand tighter. "The doctors must be wrong. They must have made a mistake. You can't just give up like this."

Johnnie looked extremely malnourished and weak. He was visibly on the verge of death.

Carrington couldn't help but notice how frail and weak Johnnie looked. It was heartbreaking to see his boyfriend in such a state. He knew that the doctors were right, but he refused to accept it.

"You're not giving up on me, Johnnie," he said firmly, his voice trembling. "We're going to fight this together. I'm not going to let you go."

"You have too," Johnnie felt tears rolling down his face. "Baby, I'm too weak.. you have to let me go.."

Carrington shook his head, tears streaming down his face. "No, I won't let you go. I can't. You're my best friend, my love, my everything. I can't just sit here and watch you die. There has to be something we can do."

He leaned in closer, his voice pleading. "Please, don't give up. Fight for your life. Fight for us."

Johnnie leaned in and pecked Carrington's lips. "I love you," his whispered.

Carrington's heart ached as he felt Johnnie's lips against his own. He closed his eyes, tears streaming down his face.

"I love you too," he whispered back, his voice filled with emotion. "I always have, and I always will. I can't imagine a world without you in it."

"You have too," Johnnie lifted his hand. His fingers are visibly showing the bones and knuckles as he caressed his boyfriend's face.

Carrington's heart broke as he looked at Johnnie's frail hand. He gently held it in his own, feeling the bones and knuckles under his touch.