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☆Love Letter☆

Johnnie was nervous as he finishes writing his love letter dedicated towards his roommate Carrington. He can feel the anxiety. His hands shaking as he picks up his finished note. He knows Carrington, (his crush), - is probably asleep right now since he wrote this so late but he still wants to give it to him.

He exits his bedroom and quietly walked down the hallway. He slipped the folded note in the crack of Carrington's door and lightly knocked before he walked away quickly back to his own room.

Carrington was, in fact, not asleep. He was still wide awake, scrolling through his phone when he heard the knock.

He was about to ignore it until he saw a small note sticking out from his door. He slowly got up and opened the door, looking around before picking up the note. He smiled a bit and unfolded it.

The note said:

"Hi Carrington <3. I just wanted to give you this note because I'm much too terrified to tell you in person but i want to get this off my chest. I love you. I have fallen in love with you. I know it's probably weird or crazy or something to hear me say that, but ever since you moved in with Jake and I .. i just have fallen in love with you. Its cliche i fucking get it and if you don't love me like that it's understandable. Just thought you should know.
Love, Johnnie Guilbert."

Carrington read the note over and over again, his eyes widening as he did so. He was shocked. Johnnie liked him?

He didn't know what to do with this information. But he knew that he definitely wasn't going to be able to sleep now.

He quickly put on a hoodie and some sweatpants before leaving his room and heading over to Johnnie's door.

Johnnie was anxiously biting his nails and bouncing his leg. His eyes are watering as he feels like he's gonna have a panic attack. He is worried about what Carrington would say.

Carrington knocked on the door softly. "Johnnie?" He called out, his voice a bit quiet. He didn't want to scare him.

Johnnie did get startled and jumped at the sound of his roommate's voice. he takes a deep breath and slipped a hoodie on and walked himself to his door. He opened it and stared up at Carrington.

Carrington was a bit surprised to see how anxious Johnnie was."Can I come in?" He asked, noticing how anxious he seemed.

Johnnie nodded and bit the inside of his cheek harshly. Tasting a bit of blood since he bit it so hard. He allowed Carrington inside his bedroom and sat on the bed.

Carrington entered the room and sat down next to him. He was silent for a moment, not sure how to start this conversation.

"You know," he finally spoke up. "I read your note."

Johnnie nodded and avoided to look at Carrington. He felt tears in his eyes, he was afraid of being rejected.

Carrington sighed softly and gently placed his hand on Johnnie's chin, forcing him to look at him. "Hey, don't cry," he said, a soft frown on his face. "I'm not gonna reject you."

Johnnie croaked out, "Then how do you feel about the.. the note..?" as tears rolled down his face.

Carrington gently wiped the tears from Johnnie's face. "I feel... surprised," he admitted. "I never thought you would feel that way about me. But... I'm not mad or upset. I'm flattered, actually."

Johnnie widened his eyes slightly at Carrington's words, he sniffled as he listened closely to what Carrington said next.

Carrington smiled slightly and gently took Johnnie's hand in his. "And I... I actually feel the same way about you," he confessed, his heart racing.

"Wa-wait, actually? The fuck? This isn't a damn prank, man- I'm serious! You better not be fucking with me!" Johnnie worriedly exclaimed.

Carrington chuckled softly and shook his head. "I'm not messing with you, I promise," he assured him. "I really do have feelings for you, Johnnie. I just didn't know how to tell you."

Carrington noticed the way Johnnie was biting his cheek."Stop that," he said softly, his thumb rubbing over the spot he had bitten. "You're going to hurt yourself."

"I'm sorry I'm just anxious.." Johnnie sniffled.

Carrington's expression softened. "It's okay to be anxious," he said gently. "I understand. But please, don't hurt yourself. I don't like seeing you in pain."

Johnnie leaned his head down, hiding it Carrington's shoulder. "Just be honest with me.. don't fuck around.."

Carrington wrapped his arms around Johnnie, pulling him closer. "I promise I'm being honest," he said softly, gently running his fingers through his hair. "I wouldn't lie to you about something like this. You mean too much to me."

Johnnie leaned into the touch and lifted his head up. he glanced at Carrington's lips.

Carrington noticed Johnnie's gaze and chuckled softly. "What are you looking at?" He teased, a smirk playing on his lips.

Johnnie turned red in the face. he sharply turned his head. "Nothing!" He exclaimed.

Carrington laughed at Johnnie's flustered reaction. "You're a terrible liar," he teased again, his smirk growing wider. "I know exactly what you were looking at."

Johnnie groaned in embarrassment and covered his face.

Carrington chuckled again and gently pulled Johnnie's hands away from his face. "Hey, don't hide your face," he said, his voice gentle. "I like seeing you all flustered like this."

Johnnie shyly asked, "Can i kiss you..?"

Carrington was a bit surprised by the question, but he quickly recovered. He smiled and nodded. "Of course you can," he said, his heart fluttering in his chest.
johnnie takes a deep breath and leaned in. Wrapping his arms around carringtons neck as his heart began to race.

Carrington placed his hands on Johnnie's waist, pulling him closer as their lips met. The kiss was soft and gentle, yet full of passion and emotion.

Johnnie felt himself relax into the kiss and returned it happily.

Carrington deepened the kiss, his grip on Johnnie's waist tightening slightly. He felt like he was on cloud nine, finally being able to kiss the person he had been pining over for so long.

Johnnie pulled away. "i love you." He whispered.

Carrington smiled, his heart swelling with love. "I love you too," he whispered back, his voice filled with sincerity.

"More than you know."

The end
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