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I watched from the shadows as your hunter colleagues' approaches. They are clearing the area, and you get a lot of praise for your hard work. You did good, Kitten. Really good. You are a really good hunter, you proved that several times by now. My good girl.
Then I see you waving at Xavier. Of course, I know who that guy is. Your ex. Mephisto gathered every information about your relationships possible. I grith my teeth as you climb into his car leaving the N109 Zone. I don't send Mephisto after you. I promised to stop the stalking behavior and maybe its time to let go.
Back in my safehouse I isolate myself for several days. I don't want to talk to Kieran or Luke. My only companion is Mephisto, and he starts to annoy me. So, I throw him out of the window to inspect the N109 Zone.
Alone, I start to reminisce the latest events.
It was close. I saw how I would lose you again. I saw how your trust vanished replaced by fear in that moment as my dark side showed up.
But the ugly true is I enjoy being in control. I love to be feared of these cowards who does not even deserve the dirt under their nails. I have fun to kill people that are monsters. The world is a better place without them. I can't deny that, and I can't change this fact.
But the fear in kitty's eyes was too much to bear. The look you gave me, I have seen it before. It reminds me of the worst day of my life, when I lost everything worth living for.
Your absence hurts psychically, I really want to see you. But I am also afraid that everything I worked for is shattered beyond repair. I could not take it, when you leave me again.
"At least, she is safe in Linkon. Without me." I mumble. And who knows, the full memories might be too hard for you to bear. I don't want to shatter your soul. Maybe the whole thing was doomed from the beginning. I just have no luck.
My heart ache as I decide to let you go. But its for the better, I think. You decided to go back to your old life, and I will respect that decision.
Just then, I get an info from Mephisto. Kitten passed the boundary of the N109 Zone on a bicycle. "A bicycle? Is she serious?" Crossing the streets of the N109 Zone with a bike is hilarious, and also fucking dangerous. Damn girl. You will be my death.
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Lost Love || Book 1 || Sylus x Reader || LADS Fanfiction
Fantasy"How hard can it be to imprison the most wanted criminal of the N109 Zone? As one of the top hunters, it should not be that much of a problem, right? At least, that's what I thought in my naive overconfidence, until that fucking Bastard kidnapped me...
