61. Confrontation (Young Kitty's Perspective)

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***Musicrecommendation:FALLING APART– Chris Grey***

With the doctor finally gone, I collect my courage and confront Sylus. "What's your fucking problem, Sylus?" I throw a punch at him, hoping I can blow of some steam and kick his ass. But he smoothly avoids my punch, his hand catching my fist with ease. He holds my hand tightly in his grip, his hand squeezing just a little too hard.

"Do not overestimate your capabilities, Kitty." His voice is cold. "You are no match for me." I snap, tears welling up in my eyes because I can no longer ignore the feelings raging inside my heart. "What's wrong with you? One moment you confess your love and kiss me, and when I am back to the living, you're a cold and emotionless stone... what happened?"

Sylus's face only hardens at my tears, his grip on my fist remains strong. He looks at me with a blank expression. He sighs deeply. "That was a mistake, Kitty."

"B-but you said you loved me." My eyes widen in shock, my shaky voice is barely a whisper. "It was a lie." Sylus holds my gaze, his expression unwavering. His words sting like a slap in the face. His voice is cold and emotionless as he continues. "I never loved you. It was all an act."

His words hit me like a punch in the stomach, leaving me breathless and in shock, crushing my heart. "Why?" I whisper, my voice trembling. "Why would you lie to me like that? Play with my heart and my feelings?" That everything he had said and done was all a lie, a cruel act to manipulate me, I just can't believe it. "You lie."

Sylus stares at me, his face a mask of cold indifference. He doesn't show an ounce of remorse or guilt for the pain he has caused me. Instead, he simply answers my question with a cruel shrug. "I guess you were just too easy a prey, Kitty." His voice is mocking. "Playing with your heart and your feelings was too tempting to resist." His eyes look dangerous as he comes closer to me like a predator, cornering me in the boxing ring.

Each step he takes brings him closer, until I am backed against the ropes of the boxing ring, trapped with nowhere to run. "Yes, I wanted to kiss you, to get a little taste of you. And I did, because I always get what I want. But it was lust, not love. There is a difference... I can show you, if you want."

Sylus smirks as he closes the distance between us, his body crowding mine against the ropes of the boxing ring. He runs a strand of my hair through his fingers, idly twirling it around his fingers as if he was playing with a toy, his expression smug as he studies my face. "Are you really so easy to get, little Kitten?" His voice is dripping with mockery.

My eyes widen in shock. What kind of Sylus is that? I can feel fear clenching my stomach as I look into his eyes. My gaze flickers to his lips. Will he change if I kiss him again? "So desperate for a little attention, a little kiss?" He mocks me but I don't care anymore what he might do to me. I hurl myself at him, closing the short distance and crash my lips on his.

Sylus is taken off guard by my sudden boldness, my body crashing against his and my lips connecting with his own. He remains still for a moment, as if trapped by the sensation of the kiss, but then he shoves me away with a force that makes me stumble and I fall onto the ground.

He looks down at me with a sneer on his face, his eyes cold and mocking. "Please, don't be delusional, Kitty." He says, his voice dripping with mockery, his words stinging like a slap in my face. "You're nothing more than a toy to me, a plaything for my entertainment."

I am stunned, unable to say anything while my eyes are staring at him in shock, tears pouring down my cheeks, but I do not even notice that I am crying. Sylus shakes his head in disappointment. Then he climbs out of the ring without even a second glance back at me, leaving me alone on the ground. He leaves the training hall, the sound of his footsteps echoing through the empty room as he disappears out the door.

As the sound of his footsteps slowly fades, I feel my heart shatter in a thousand pieces. True, my heart might have been cured from its disease, but will I be able to heal from this devasting heartbreak? A sob starts to rise in my throat that I can't hold back any longer and I bury my face in my arms, crying my eyes out. The sound of my own heartbroken cries echoes through the room, leaving me feeling small and vulnerable.

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That one was a hard chapter to write... >_> Sylus can be a real jerk...

Poor Kitty... let's see what happens next?

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