Thinking Out Loud (A Hunter Hayes Fanfic)

Chapter 31 Thinking Out Loud

Chapter 31 Lauren's POV
"I HAVE TO BEAT MY TIME!" I screamed as I stopped out of breathe. I looked at my watch: 5:45 mile time. YES! That was the same exact minute I was hoping to get. I sat down at the edge of the track still trying to catch my breathe. "LAUREN!" I jumped in fear and turned around to see who surprised me, it was the girl I met the other day about training her,"hi." I responded as she sat next to me,"I don't think I ever got your name." I said,"Natalie. Natalie Johnston." I nodded my head in approval,"so, when do we start?" "I mean, I can teach you after Hunter's tour, we're leaving to New Jersey tomorrow." "That's alright, do what you have to do." I smiled,"thanks girl." I stood up and straight and started walking back to the tour bus,"umm..." Natalie said walking towards me, I looked at her,"you alright?" "You're bleeding." She told me in fear, I looked at her like she was crazy,"NO LAUREN YOUR STOMACH." I looked down as I had blood all over my hands and stomach, my shirt was bled through. I stopped as I lost control of my breathing. I dropped my phone as I heard it shatter, everything around me became really foggy. I lost my balance as Natalie caught me,"OH MY GOODNESS!" She yelled. I couldn't move, I couldn't see, why am I bleeding?

I sat up straight not knowing was going on in the doctor's room. I was only where my sports bra and running shorts. I was nervous, anxious, confused, scared. The door opened as a young male doctor came in with a clip board and sat down in a chair across from me,"do you want good or bad news?" I bit my lip,"good?" "Alright, well the bleeding wasn't cancer, nothing was damaged, no puncture in any muscles, veins, or organs." I did a sigh of relief,"but something else happened that was-" "just say it." I quickly interrupted,"I wish I didn't have to do this, but you had a miscarriage." I tilted my head in confusion,"a miscarriage?" I thought for a minute, nothing is ringing a bell. I was pregnant? How? My eyes widened,"NO!" I screamed as I suddenly remembered, the night before Hunter left on tour... I couldn't cry, I can't feel anything, I looked at the doctor with sadness,"I lost my baby?" "yes." He stood up,"I am very sorry." As he walked out of the room. I feel the tears welling up in my eyes, Hunter was going to be a dad, I was going to be a mom,"I KILLED HIS BABY!" I screamed out loud as I broke out in sobs, I killed it. I killed it. I killed it. We're the only things that were going through my head,"I KILLED IT!" I screamed again in tears. How am I going to tell Hunter? I'm a monster?