Hayes Grier Imagines

Authors Note - Stuff To Be Said. (Important Pls Read)

---HIATUS STILL ACTIVE----

Okay. So I know the title of this authors note may scare some of you, but i need to put some stuff out there for you guys.
And no, it's not just who I am. That'll be a secret. But it's stuff about a few people that I need to recognize and some stuff that needs to be said about true friendship, lies, and closure.
So... On I go with my life rant.

1) Talk to someone about things.. Please: First of all, I'm still shaken up from something that happened at my school. One of my friends, I'm not putting names up for safety reasons, was at a party. She was tipsy and this one guy was really (and we're talking pissed drunk-doesn't know what he's doing-walking into walls-drunk.) drunk. And someone suggested to him he should do the nasty with my friend. She wasn't in the mental state to say no, or stop, and he didn't stop. She doesn't remember shit that happened that night and was technically raped/sexually assaulted. So what I'm trying to say is that if this has happened to you, please talk to someone. Tell someone. A guidance counsellor, teacher, parent, sibling, cousin. It could be me if you want. Just please talk to someone about this because I do find it really serious.

2) breakups and breakdowns: so you guys know that I went through a breakup about a month ago, and I'm really upset about it. Probably because I made a mistake. About a week after he broke with me (again no names, sorry.) this guy who as a year older than me asked for his number. And I didn't really think much of it, is thought he was gonna send some random shit to him or something. But no. He started harassing my ex saying he was a shitty bf and shouldn't have dumped me and was a complete dick. So ya know, I didn't know anything that he said until my ex got mad at me for giving his number out (which I should NOT have done) but I didn't know what the guy sent to my ex.. So that put me into a bad position of not knowing what to do/say to my ex. In turn, I made myself sick. I relapsed, had panic attacks, passed out, cried, got sick, ect. Long story short, don't give your ex's number out. I still feel bad and honestly am crying now just thinking about it.

3) music and meltdowns: where do I start on this topic. Music is one thing that I can relate to. Intense amounts, to the point where I've left my house for hours and just sat in the forest writing lyrics or belting out songs. I can't listen to some songs because they're almost scarring for me the bring back memories that I want to forget, but can't sometimes. If you get what I mean. Some musicians (Gerard Way, Brendon Urie, Vic Fuentes, Kellin Quinn, Hayley Williams, Mitch Lucker, Tyler Joseph) have really made a difference in my life. Wether it be to stop self harm or just being happy, it's changed my life. Umm.. Also I play 4 instruments and I sing. So I guess you could say it has an influence.

4) If a friend is your true friend, they'll forgive you. Don't try to win them back by doing stupid stuff. Just wait it out and if you want or need someone to talk to you can PM me anytime.

Or reach me on social media:

Insta: @/vanessamsi
Vine: @ Vanessa.ptv |-/

I'm gonna say that's all for now, so thank you for reading (if you read to this point). I really had to say this stuff to you guys because I felt you needed to know this. Ill update soon I promise. My hiatus is still active. Pls vote and comment.....

Xoxo- vero❤️