Outing Larry

Chapter 26

A/N SO HERE IS THE NEXT CHAPTER GUYS. SORRY FOR THE DELAY BUT ALL THE DRAMA OF THIS WEEK JUST WAS A LITTLE TOO MUCH FOR ME TO CONCENTRATE. BUT TODAY, ESPECIALLY SINCE ITS LOUIS APPRECIATION DAY ON TWITTER I FINALLY GOT THIS CHAPTER. ITS FROM LOUIS' POV (JUST SO WE KNOW WHAT'S GOING ON IN THAT FLUFFY HEAD OF HIS) I HOPE YOU LIKE IT AND THANK YOU SO SO MUCH FOR ALL THE READS AND VOTES AND THOSE WHO COMMENT I TRULY LOVE YOU. ENJOY XXX

Louis' POV

I can't understand what the fuck is going on anymore. How did thing send up like this? It wasn't supposed to be like this. I know I am to blame for all of this but I didn't mean for it to get so out of hand.Harry wants to leave? He can't leave. He just can't! Can he? That fucking Jeff I swear to God if he even tries to get him to leave I will lose my shit. What am I even saying? I'm not making any sense.Of course he will try to help him leave! Harry thinks I don't know but I know Jeff likes him and not just in a friendly way. But Harry is too naive to see. He thinks all people have good intentions but I will bet my ass that Jeff will help him so he can have him all for himself and Harry, being the little innocent Bambi that he is will look at him like some sort of saviour and will feel like he's in debt to him for the rest of his fucking life. I swear that boy's innocence will get him into trouble one of these days.

I tried to tell Harry a while ago when we went to L.A that Jeff has ulterior motives when it comes to him but Harry always shrugs it off and tells me he's just a good friend and that I'm being jealous. Yeah a good friend who wants to bed him! He is right on the jealousy though! He always has that lusty look when he looks at Harry that makes me want to smack his face really badly. For fuck's sake we were still together and he'd do that, right in front of me. He'd touch him on the arm or on his back in a seductive way and Harry wouldn't even notice while I just want to break the asshole's arm off! That asshole has no respect what so ever! But Harry is no longer mine now and I guess Jeff will try with him. Maybe Harry could be happy with Jeff?Maybe Jeff can treat him better than I have?

I have been listening to his song for ages. Actually these earbuds are starting to hurt my ears now but I can't stop listening to it. Its a beautiful song and his voice? I won't even get started on his deep husky voice. He will make it as a solo artist! He has what it takes.I have it on replay and its been playing for the last hour since I've been sitting here at the back of the venue of our concert tonight. I still don't feel too well or ready to perform tonight and the joint I just smoked won't help but I don't care. I fucked up big time. Everything seems to be falling apart. My mates have all been sent home so I have no one to hang out with except Zayn. And El. Okay maybe not El. But Zayn I can hang out with as soon as Perrie leaves.When she's around, its just her he hangs out with.

God I need a drink. Listening to the words he wrote....for me....and turned it into a song, I realize now how much he loves me. He told Jeff I'm the love of his life. I can't even begin to say how that makes me feel. Nobody understands why I did what I did. Nobody knows.It was supposed to be for the better and look now. I made Harry want to leave. The girls would be devastated if he leaves. They love him so much. They love all of us indeed they do but Harry......Harry is different. Harry is their baby! I think its his way of being with them. He's got this thing that he knows how to make them feel important and that they matter in the short time he meets them.During shows, he interacts with them and is very playful with them.Not that me and the other lads aren't like that but he has something in him that just draws them in. Maybe its his cuteness or the fact that he's so kind. Not to mention the kinds of hugs he gives them!Harry doesn't just hug! He wraps himself around you and he makes you feel safe and appreciated. I should know shouldn't I? I've had so many of them.