MR & MRS RAJVANSHI

she was hurt🥺

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Shivani's Pov:

I don't know for how long I stood in the shower.. Everything is like blank, but not my thoughts, everything that happened lately didn't keep me sane, I know I sound stupid..

But this is how it is.. it is painful and hurts  very much.. it is not painful because  bua ji hit me, Its not the first time that I got slapped but the words she said..

" How long have you been here, that you caused the rift between Abhimanyu and my mother.."

" Girls like you only know how to break the house, but the real fault is my mother's, she is the one who bought a girl like you and kept like a pride of the house.."

I closed my eyes letting the water down my skin.. it is getting difficult for me to breathe..

No  matter how many hurtful words you hear, still it hurts like a hell.. I knew that He and Dadi sa are not talking because of me..  and even I apologized him for that..

Still I caused the rift between them just like I caused between between papa.. I mean Mr. Mehta.. and his brother's life..

"Because of you my brother's family is in a mess.. you already ruined my family are you not satisfied with it.. now you want to destroy his family also.."

I didn't do knowingly, still I became the cause in everyone's life.. my birth became a curse in my Father's life and now I became the reason between the separation of Abhimanyu and Dadi sa..

I took a deep breath before turning of the shower and then I changed in to simple saree.. I left my hair let it dry.. I have zero energy now..

I  looked at myself in the mirror, and then  I noticed the bruise which is present down of my lips corner..

I applied ointment on that part not wanted create any drama because of that.. its not that I play a victim card In front of people, it's just I let people walk over me.. because I know at the end of the day no one will believe me, just like when chachi used to beat me and when I try to tell that to papa I mean Mr. Mehta, he ignored it and never believed me.. instead my chachi played said that I am trying to escape from the work and that is why I am lying.. but God knows better..

After that, whatever I said became a lie and once he  never tried believe me, maybe because of our equation I think.

After applying the ointment, I sat on the balcony, the fresh evening wind is soothing me.. but my mind is on those words about what bua ji said..

That Mumma is not Abhimanyu's mother but why no one told me about it.  Why did he hid it from me.. it's not like I will judge him.. but still he choose not tell me.. maybe he didn't want to tell me..

What I am to him, and how can someone share their personal things with an outsider.. I know we are married but still I feel the lack of honesty in our relationship..

If only he believed me.. and again my thoughts went to that day.. where I Confessed my fellings to him and all he did is ignoring.

I don't know if it is love because I never experienced it before.. and suddenly I am feeling this new sensation in my heart for him..

For the first time in my life, I craved for someone's presence and his attention and felt peace around him..

I felt lucky to have him as my husband.. because he had done all those things which no one ever did..