Together: BTS X Reader 8th Member

Chapter 59

"Wake up and go get dressed, please," Nari cooed in my ear, causing me to wake up. I exited the makeup chair and grabbed my mechanic outfit from the Dope music video. I walked over to the sectioned-off area, where I dressed as best I could before stepping out and getting Nari's help adjusting the outfit. "You're 17 and can't dress yourself," Taehyung teased, "You try putting on this outfit; the suspenders are hard to navigate and there is a bunch of stuff hanging on this," he shrugged his shoulders, still not understanding. "Don't act like you didn't like dressing me in L.A.," he perked up at the mention of the past when we were dating, which seemed to still be a sensitive topic. "Maybe I should be your stylist," Taehyung said, which made Nari burst out laughing. "Never in a million years would I give up this job," she mumbled while finishing fixing my outfit and putting my mic on me. When Nari was done getting me ready, I got her permission to leave, and I took the chance to annoy one of the members. I was walking around the dressing room looking for Yoongi or Namjoon, but I was quickly stopped, "(N/N) Come here," Hobi said from his seat on the couch. I looked at the couch only to see it was taken up by the maknae line, and there was nowhere to sit. "What did you need oppa?" I asked while giving him a look; he told me not to, "Stop doing that, it doesn't work with me. Sit down and work on the notes," I looked around the dressing room, trying to find my notebook, "I don't have my," Hobi cut me off by holding it up and tossing it to me. I sat down on a spare chair while opening my book to an empty page. I thought this was going to be easier since I had some more clarity over the characters and story, but it was only more confusing. I couldn't imagine how confused the fans felt trying to piece this together if I was struggling with it and I had more details than they did. 

'Jimin and I had reconnected since we met in the hospital. We talked about what landed us in the hospital and how badly we wanted to get out of here. As the days passed, Jimin started acting more and more different; the medical was taking effect on him now. The days started becoming blurry and meshed together. I couldn't tell Monday from Friday, and I started losing touch with what was real and what was the medicine. I was sitting in front of the doctor who was evaluating me, and for the first time, I lied. I looked at him with a stoic expression and said: "I'm fine."

I felt good about this note; it was short but deep. I walked up to Hobi and held out the notebook, "Read it, please. I think I did well with this one," he looked up at me with a smile on his face and took the book from my hands. He read over the note in just a few seconds due to how short it was, "This is perfect, keep working on notes like this," he complimented before handing me the book back. I decided to go against his wishes, and instead of writing, I started getting my voice warmed up. "Time to get on stage," Namjoon shouted while gathering us all up and leading the cheer we always did before concerts. Namjoon and I walked out on stage and got into our positions, as soon as the lights went on, Namjoon and I did the intro, and I started singing. 

The performance went smoothly with little to no mistakes, although I do feel like I could've given a stronger performance. The entire car ride home, that was all I could think about: how I should've done better and how I needed to practice more. When we got home, I went straight into the bathroom to take a shower while the other members had dinner. Staying away from food and trying to convince the members that I was eating was hard but easy, with our packed schedule, it was easy to get them to believe me that I had eaten. I walked out of the bathroom with a towel in my hands that I was using to dry my hair, "Aren't you going to eat dinner?" Jimin asked while sitting up in his bed. I looked over at him to see Jeongyeon was laying in bed with him. "Not right now, I have a lot of homework to catch up on," he shrugged his shoulders and laid back down. I walked over and sat down on my bed, trying to do my homework, but Jimin and Jeongyeon were being so loud I couldn't focus. I loved seeing Jimin happy, but if it interfered with my studies, I hated it. I let out a quiet huff while gathering my books and walking out of the room, making sure to slam the door behind me. I stormed into Yoongi and Jin's room since I assumed they would be the quietest and would let me hang out with them. "Is everything okay, princess?" Yoongi asked after seeing me standing at the doorway of his room. I walked into his room and sat on his bed next to him while opening my books once again. "Jimin and Jeongyeon won't let me study their being so loud," Yoongi hummed in response while looking over my shoulder to see what I was working on. "What were they doing?" I rolled my eyes since the thought of them made me sick. I loved seeing Jimin happy, but ever since Jeongyeon called me names, I had a grudge against her. "They're just talking and laughing super loud, and I couldn't concentrate," Jin now looked up from his phone and over at me with a slight smirk on his face. "That's how you and Yugyeom are," I furrowed my eyebrows since I never thought of Yugyeom and I being loud, and even if we were, he was nothing but respectful to all of us. "How is he? I haven't seen him around for a while," Yoongi asked, which made me realize that he hadn't texted me in a few days. "I'm not sure, he hasn't texted me in a while," the room went quiet. Yoongi had a look of rage plastered all over his face, and Jin had a look of confusion, "He hasn't contacted you in how long?" Jin asked, now sitting up and tossing his phone to the side. I shrugged my shoulders, not wanting to make a huge deal out of it. We were both idols, and we were both super busy, "Sunday night was the last time we talked when I told him I couldn't go out with him due to the schedule," Jin closed his eyes and let out a frustrated sigh. "That's not okay, princess; you need to be with someone who's going to treasure you throughout the entire relationship, not just when he's trying to get you to like him," I stayed silent since Yoongi was right; he had changed from when we started dating, but I wanted to blame it on the fact that we were busy. "It's probably because they're working on projects too, he's a hard-working idol too," Jin shook his head in a disagreeing manner. "No, he's an idol too, but if you make time for him, that's the difference. Jeongyeon is competing in a survival show, but she's still here with Jimin," I set my pencil down and closed my books, this conversation had made me gain a new perspective on my relationship. He had changed, but I was so in love with him that I didn't care, I cared more about him and our relationship that I dismissed the bad things going on. "I'm not going to control your relationship, but don't lose yourself for him," Jin said while staring into my soul, it was rare to see him so serious around me, so this was serious. "Keep doing your homework, then go to bed, you can't stay up late we have to film tomorrow," Yoongi said while opening my books for me and putting my pencil back in my hand.