The Forbidden Alpha

Chapter 39

It felt like hours laying in Adrian's bed. I was worried sick about Lilly. I have a zillion things going through my head about what just happened. Like I don't know what to do.
As I was about to get up, the door swung open and it was my mom with Lilly's parents.

"Mom!" I called out when I saw her. I got up and ran to her.
"Dear, are you okay?" She asked me. "I heard what happened while I was away. I called Lucifer, he's on his way back and he's not very happy."
"Lilly got hurt trying to keep me safe."
"Lilly's fine dear. She's healing in the hospital wing." Lilly's mom said. "If it wasn't for you using your powers it would've been worse. She's got some training to do but she's gonna be just fine."
"When Lucifer comes home, I'm gonna talk to him about letting you guys moving here with us to help Lilly and more protection for Cris." My mom told her.
"Carrie no need for that."
"Kim, Lilly needs you and Marcus. She still has training to do, to learn. Apparently, she wasn't ready for this." My mom told her.
"Okay, I'll talk to Marcus about it tonight." Kim told my mom then looked at me. "Have you been practicing your powers?" Kim asked me.
"Not really. Haven't had any time. Adrian, Ryan, Lilly, and I suppose to go to New Orleans but that got delayed because some jackass tried to kidnap me."
"What?" Kim said then looked at my mother. "Who tried to kidnap her?"
"We don't know. But lucky Adrian got to her in time."

Kim was still shocked that all of this happened. But for what reason, she don't know. She got up and said she had to go see Marcus and go check on Lilly. Mom left just a few minutes later Kim did, so I was all alone for a while.
As I laid there, I heard doors open and close throughout the house but it wasn't this bedrooms door. I wanted to see who was okay and what people were doing.
I needed to know the answers to my questions. So I got up from the bed and went to the door. As I opened the door, Adrian was about to open it himself.

"Hey," I said.
"Hey to you too." He said with a smile. "Was you about to leave this room when I told you not too."
"Yes, sorry. I needed answers. I'm bored out of my mind in this room and I wanted to make sure everyone was okay and safe."
"Cris, everyone is okay. We know how to handle things like this."
"You sure?" I asked. "Because I don't yall getting hurt over me Adrian."
"Cris, it's fine. Are you okay?" He asked me.
"Yea, why wouldn't I be." I said as I turned around to walk back towards the bed.
"To me, it sounds like you're having a panic attack." Adrian says as he moves closer to me.
"I.. I.. I can't lose you or anyone else. I already lost my father. And if my mother was here when this had happened."

Adrian grabbed me by my arms and turned me around. He looked me in my eyes hard. But as of right there and then, I just wanted to kiss him. I wanted to put this time on pause and kiss him like no one's watching.

"Do you think, I let something happen to you and your mother. Shit my own father would kill me if I let something happen to your mother." He told me. "So please, just breathe and let me worry about everything. I need you more alive than anything in this world right now. I would lose my mind if I lost you today. You mean everything to me Cris. Everything. I need you to help me breathe, I need you to help me focus, I need you to help me live. I need you to," Adrian stopped probably was trying to think what he wanted to say next, but the next moment had shocked me more than anything.

He leaned down and kissed me. He full blown kissed me on the lips.
I was lost with words, didn't know what to do or say about this so I kissed him back.
He loses his grip on my shoulders and wraps his arms around me to deepen the kiss to be more romantic. But before I know it he pulls away from me.

"Shit, Cris I'm so sorry. You wanted to wait and I'm rushing into things."
"No, you're fine. I... I wanted to do it before you did. But I was to chicken."
"Oh,"
"Yeah. I even had a nice time with our little lunch date until,"
"Oh you figured it out that was a date huh?"
"Yeah, I thought it was because who would go out their way like that unless they're trying to impress someone. I thought it was cute. And like I was saying I was having a nice time with that until the attack."
"Well I'm glad u liked it and enjoyed yourself. I would like to do it again and show you that you matter to me. That I'm want to be a good mate to you. That I can show you the world, that you're important to me." Adrian told me.

I felt bad about this but also felt like I want to but I want to get me straightened out first. All I did was smiled at him. And when I did, he gave me the biggest hug ever and kissed my forehead.
What was I gonna do about all of us. Mom's dating his father, my best friend is dating his beta, and me sorta dating the alpha. This is a crazy fucked up world for us. Or should I say family.
A few hours later, his father got home and rushed upstairs when Adrian and I was coming out of his room. Lucifer looked at me and his son before going down the hall to his room. When he opened the door, he called my mom's name out all worried. I heard her talking to him before he shut the door. Adrian looked at and shrugged his shoulders then walked me to my room.

"Can I ask you something. I'll understand if you say no, but are you willing to move into my room with me. It will help me sleep better at night. And I was thinking of making your room a witch room for you. So you don't have to go out to the garden anymore to contact your dad and you can lock it so no one can come in on you." Adrian asked me.

He seriously asking me if I want to move into his bedroom with him. I had words. I didn't know what to say. I mean I like having a room to myself for me to stay in or even to have my own witch room.

"Can I think about it. I don't want to rush into anything." I told him.
"Sure." He told me.
I smiled then opened my door. "Thank you. Well goodnight, Adrian. I'll see you tomorrow."
"Goodnight, Cris." He said then kissed my forehead.

After he kissed me goodnight, I walked inside my room and shut the door. I was thought about going to bed but I was fully tired. So I decided to go take a nice long hot shower. Hopefully that works and calms my nerves down before going to bed.