A New Life, A Big Change {N.H} Book 1

A Kid and I Love You

5 Years Later

I had no plans or anything for today; it was just going to be a quiet day in. I could see Aiden playing in his room.

He was such a sweet boy, his birthday was only a few weeks away, my little boy is going to be five years old soon.

Being a single mom was tough, but I enjoyed it. After I had found out that I was pregnant, I promised myself that I wasn't going to tie myself down.

I was a hands-on mom, always there when Aiden needed me. I got help from my family, Niall and Aralynne but I liked being alone with my son.

I walked over to Aiden's room when a knock on the door gave me a fright. Who could it be?

I took a peek through the window, and I saw him standing there. The only man I have ever loved. I watched his every move, from the way he touched his hair to the way that his eyebrows moved up, threatening to merge with his hairline. I could tell that his brain was working at double speed.

He looked at the door with those piercing blue eyes of his and I felt the butterflies in my stomach lurch into motion.

He always came to visit Aiden but for the last month or so I felt something again. I felt something more for Niall.

I opened the door, revealing the blond, blue-eyed man standing there with a wrapped gift in his hands.

I motioned for him to come in and I closed the door. He just kept on looking at me.

"Hi." Was the only word, I could get out.

"Hi, sorry for just dropping by, but I wanted to see Aiden, and I know we always arrange these things but I couldn't wait."

When he said those words, I wished that he could have said that he couldn't wait to see me.

"Aiden, daddy is here."

"Daddy." He came running from the room and wrapped his arms around Niall's neck.

He was so cute, Niall loved him so much, and it made me teary eyed.

I could have been married to him by now; we could have had more children, but I had to do what made me happy.

I have made a mistake, but what if we stayed together, would I have been happy?

Aiden's voice brought me back to reality, making me smile a little.

"Daddy, did you bring me a gift?"

"Yes, I did big guy." Niall gave Aiden another hug.

"Mommy, daddy brought me a gift. Isn't daddy the best daddy in the world?" Aiden's eyes lit up when he talked about Niall.

"He is the best daddy in the world." I gave Niall a smile.

I went into the kitchen just to get away from what was happening. I had to gather my thoughts before going back in there.

I could hear Aiden and Niall making all kinds of noises and I had to see what was going on.

I stood by the door and enjoyed the scene that was playing out in front of me; it was like we were one big happy family.

"Mommy come play with us."

"Come on Mommy," Niall said in a mocking tone.

"Daddy, she is not your mommy, she is my mommy." I could see Aiden giving Niall one of his death glares.

"Play with daddy." I went and gave Aiden a kiss on the cheek.

When I stood up, I almost fell, and Niall caught me making me catch my breath before saying anything.

"Thank you."

Niall kept his gaze on me holding me tight in his arms I didn't want to let go, and we just stood there.

"Mommy, you could have died. My daddy is a superhero." Aiden jumped up, and Niall caught him while letting go of me.

"Aiden can daddy quickly talk to mommy?" Niall picked Aiden up again placing him on the left side of his hip.

"Sure daddy, you can talk to mommy." Aiden gave Niall a kiss on the cheek and hurried down to his room.

Niall took my hands in his and made me sit down next to him on the brown leather couch.

"I really need to talk to you Zenè."

I took my hands from his and placed them down in my lap.

"I... This is really hard to say. Just give me a few seconds, please."

Niall stood up scratching his head and turning around in circles. I stood up and touched his shoulders, making him stand still.

"What is it, Niall?"

"I still love you."

"You do?" I tried to hide the excitement.

"I really do Zenè, you are the only person I have ever loved."

"I love you too Niall." He leaned in and kissed me.

Every feeling I had for him or still have towards him came back to haunt me.

"Wait, Niall, we can't do this." I looked towards Aiden's room.

"Why Zenè you just told me you love me."

"I know, but your fans, they don't like me, and I don't want to be the person that makes you lose all your fans."

"I will leave it all just for you and Aiden." He took my face in his again kissing me one more time.

I pushed him away trying not to get angry, I liked how his lips felt on mine.

"No Niall don't. I think it's best if you leave now."

Niall walked to Aiden's room, giving him a hug goodbye. I wanted him to stay, but I also needed him to leave.

"Are you sure about this Zenè?"

"Yes, Niall. It's for the best."

"It's the best for you, but not for me." A few tears rolled down his cheeks and he wiped it away quickly.

He gave me a final kiss on the cheek and left. I closed the door behind me still holding onto the doorknob.

I have just watched how my happily ever after walked away from me.

*I am sad to say that this is the end of my story, I have enjoyed writing it.

I don't know if I should write a sequel to this book, I will still decide in time.

I am working on other fanfictions at the moment.

- Louis Tomlinson
- Harry Styles
- Liam Payne

They are still in the working progress, but they are getting there.

*Stay sweet Xoxo ✌.