Leaving

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George stopped in front of the hotel, and I quickly got out giving him a wave goodbye as he drove off.

I was crying non-stop, and I couldn't stop it. The worst thing I have ever done was to leave the person I love.

My hands were shaking so much I couldn't even open the door, but I didn't want to stop.

I had to leave before Niall comes back. I finally unlocked the door and rushed off to my room.

I got Niall's laptop from the table I typed in the password making sure the Wi-Fi was connected before going on the Internet.

Niall didn't close the browser it was a newspaper article about us and why the fans hated me.

Why do the fans hate Zenè? The real reason is that she stole the blond Irish blue eyed boy's heart. The fans know they don't have a chance with him now. She is such a sweet girl she doesn't need the hate.

I kept on reading the article there were tears burning in my eyes, I scrolled down to the comments and read some of it.

Zenè is not good enough for him. He needs a girl like me.

She just wants his money, she is a cheap little girl.

She is ugly no wonder her first boyfriend cheated on her.

Every word I read hurt me, and it felt like someone ripped my heart out of my chest.

I came across a few comments that were positive, and that's when I saw Niall's comment.

You call yourself fans, but you bring down my girl. Every time you say something bad, it hurts her. I have never loved someone like I love her, and if you like it or not, I am going to spend forever with her. So grow up please because she is the best thing that has happened to me.

He really loved me, but I knew that I had to let go. I opened a new browser and booked myself the first flight back to New York.

The sooner I leave, the better it is for everyone. I finished packing my clothes and left if I forgot something I don't care.

I wrote Niall a note saying that I was sorry for leaving, but it's for the best.

I got outside and hauled for a cab. The cab came to a standstill, and I quickly got in.

I could see George pulling up in the driveway and Niall got out running towards the elevator.

"Where to miss?" His deep French accent sounded a lot like George's.

"The airport, please."

We finally reached the airport, and I boarded my plane back to New York. Before switching my phone off, a text message came through.

Please don't do this I love you. Call me.

My heart was aching, but I ignored his message and switched my phone off placing it back in my pocket.

I stared out the window until I fell asleep dreaming of Niall.

I woke up with a headache from all the crying. I switched on my phone and saw that I had five unread messages.

Please call me.

I am not giving up on us.

I love you.

Answer me, princess.

I am done if this is what you want, fine. It's over like you said. Bye Zenè just knows I will always love you.

I grabbed my bag and left the airport terminal building. I wanted so bad to text Niall back, but I had to let go.

I finally got back to the dorm and breathed in the fresh air. This was where I felt at home and safe.

*Stay sweet Xoxo ✌.

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