A Fist Full of Feathers

Chpater 27

----Seven months later----
"I'm so done with this." I whine as look down at my boys. "You still have a month before their due sweet heart." Alex says and I look up and snarl. "Don't even remind me. I haven't caved into these fucking cravings once and I'm dying to just sit and eat whip cream covered hamburgers but I don't want to gain weight and yoga is killing me and my back hurts and all I want to do is be comfortable." I whine as tears from in my eyes. "Fucking hormones!" I screech and put my head in Alex's lap. "I know baby." He says and I roll onto my back. "Lucifer! Can you please let me kill some demons? Please!? All I want to do I rip someone's head off!" I yell angrily and my brother appears next to me. "Sorry sis. But you killed my last expandable one yesterday. I think we'll have another one ready in.... three hours? Yeah." He says and I sigh. "Fine. At least help me up. I'm going to have a shower." I say and Luci helps me off Alex's lap. "Thanks." I say and hobble to the bathroom. "Riley, Valentine, you two are more trouble then your worth. But I'll love you anyway." I say and rub my belly as I step into the shower. I'm not showing as much as a lot of other women at my pregnancy birth class thingy. Actually, I haven't learnt anything. Alex and I usually just goof around in the back. But even still these fucking boys are going to be the death of me. I step into the shower and wash my hair for the first time in forever. I would shower and I do feel gross but it's too much work. After a long time I turn off the water and dry off. "I'm so tired!" I whine as I walk out in a plain black floor length dress. "Hey, sweetie, I know you don't want to hear this but we can't go to the apartment for the next month while they deal with cleaning up a fire on one of the lower levels." Alex asks when I walk into the library. We've been living in the apartment for a couple months now, just to get used to it. But everyday we come here to hang out with the family. "Ugh. Fine." I say and sit down next to Sam. I rest my face on his shoulder and moan in annoyance. "What's wrong?" He asks and I snort. "The better question is what right." I say simply and I feel him chuckle. "Oh shut up Sam. Thank god Dean and Cas went to Florida on that small hunt. And Charlie and Anna are at their hotel for the weekend. God it's so quiet and I love it." I say and close my eyes. "I can't believe they left us here." Gabe says and I glare at him. "Do you not love me, Gabriel?" I ask and we all laugh. "It's like seven thirty. I'm going to sleep." I say and roll of the couch and head to my room. I flop down on the bed and just fall asleep. When I wake up it's ten o'clock the next day. "Finally. I was able to get some sleep." I say and head to the wash room. After I'm done in their I waddle to the kitchen and make myself a smoothie. "Ahhh. That's nice." I say once I sit down on the couch in the living room. I close my eyes and breath in the smell of the bunker. It's nice to be alone for once. "I can't believe that I'm actually having children. This all seems like a vivid dream." I whisper and rub my belly gently. "Hey, Ray." Luci says and I open my eyes. "Oh, hey Luci." I say an pat the space next to me. "I know this is all weird for you. I mean your only just married and now your having kids. But you know that we'll all be here for you and the boys. I'm personally going to try and help you as much as I can. Try to give you two a little space when you need it. It's gonna be hard with the job, but I know well make it through." He says and rubs my shoulder. I rest my head on his and sigh. "I just hope they get along as well as we do." I say and he smiles. "I'm sure they will. I hope that their good babies." He says and I nod. "I just can't wait to not be pregnant." I chuckle and smile. "I can't believe that Gabe has been filming everything recently." Luci say and we both laugh. When we finally stop we sit in silence for a while until the others wake up to disturb the peace. ----One month later---- "Holy Shia LaBeouf. The hurt like mother trucker." I breath out as Lucifer holds up little baby Valentine. As I guessed, Riley was born one minute exactly before Val. I chose to do a home birth for some unknown reason. "Oh look how beautiful he is!" Alex says and squeezes my hand gently. "Jesus Christ on a fucking bicycle. I'm not pregnant! We're parents!" I say tiredly. "Raven, you have a large cut from where Riley came out." Cas says and I nod. "I can feel it. I'll just heal it. I was going to have to heal myself anyway." I say as I close my eyes and use my magic to heal myself from the damages of childbirth. I crack my neck and sit up. "Can I see them?" I ask and Michael hands me Riley. "We're just gonna clean up Valentine a little. Check to see if he's okay." Mike says and I nod. "Hello little Riley. Shhhhh. It's okay no need to cry. Mommy's here now." I whisper to the tiny baby in my arms. He gurgles a little and lifts his arms to my face. Bright blue eyes, just like mine. I run the pa of my thumb gently over his check and smile down at him lovingly. "Alex, look how precious he is." I say and hand him the baby. "Hello little guy. I'm your daddy." He says and Riley giggles. "Did you wanna se Valentine?" Mike asks and nod. He hands me the baby and I kid his forehead. "Hey little Valentine. I'm your mommy. Gabe get down here and film this." I say and turn the brown eyed baby to him. "How is it that their twins yet he had brown eyes?" Charlie asks and I scoff. "Since when do angels look alike?" I ask and she shrugs. Valentine coughs and I coo. "Shhhhhh. I'm right here baby. Mummy's here." I say and put my hand to his face. "I wanna see my nephews!" Brit says and I gesture him over. "Oh look at his little hands!" He says and Valentine sticks his tongue out at him. "Sassy little bugger." Gabe says and bops his nose. "Let's let Riley get some attention." I say and Alex and I swap kids. "Look at his eyes! Just like yours and Cassie's!" Gabe says and zooms in on his face. "I'm a mother! Valentine, Riley, when your older and you see this, I want you to know that you are my precious children and I'll love you forever." I say into the camera as tears of joy roll down my checks. "We'll both love you forever." Alex says and kisses the tears away. "Awww. These four are too cute!" Charlie squeals and jumps up and down. "Charlie, your scaring Val." Alex says as the baby starts to cry again. "Swap." I say and we switch kids. "Hey, hey. It's mommy. Mummy's here now. The big meanie pants is gonna stop squealing now. It's okay baby Valentine." I say and pepper kisses all over his face. "You guys have their room ready right?" Dean asks, speaking for the first time since the birth started. "Yeah, why? It's the one next to ours." I say and Dean nods. "Sammy? Your being quiet. What's up?" I ask and he smiles. "I just can't form words right now. I just watched my friend expel two tiny baby from her uterus and now we're all bouncing from topic to topic and I can't keep up." He says and I bitch face him. "I told you you didn't have to watch. But noooooooo, my entire family has be here to witness my children's birth." I say and I hear Alex giggling. "Sup, Alex?" I ask and he giggles again before looking up. "Riley has a sense of humour already. He's making adorably stupid faces." He says and I coo. "What do you think Val? Do you think your daddy and brother are assbutts?" I ask and the little baby giggles. "That's what I thought. I agree. Yes I do." I say and snuggle his tiny face. "Well, what now?" I ask looking up. "I have no idea. Roll with the punches?" Gabe asks and I nod to him. "Sounds like a plan. By the way, future Riley and Val, we have no idea what we're doing. I hope you guys end up okay. Good luck!" I say and everyone laughs.
----Several months later. Let's say a year. Yeah. A year. Sorry I ran out of baby ideas.---- "Were getting married!" Cas says and I sit up in the chair, nearly dropping Valentine who I was breast feeding. "Holy shit guys!" I say and adjust the little guy. "Yeah! I mean I know that Gabe and Sam just got married like a month ago, but we just couldn't wait any longer. Sorry bro!" Dean says and Gabriel pulls out the iconic camera. We all agreed that we want to film everything important that happens for the kids when we get older. "When's the wedding?" Charlie asks and Cas smiles. "Four months." Dean says and Michael laughs. "What's so funny?" Lucifer asks and he smiles. "Well, we're all getting married recently. And yesterday was the twins birthday. Where did all the time go?" He says and we all nod. "I can't believe that the twins were born a year ago. It feels like just yesterday they were baby potatoes." Brit says and bounces a giggling Riley on his knee. "And their just the cutest babies ever!" Sonya says and pinches his checks. "Guys, give the little guy some space." Anna says and takes the baby from Brit. "But we were playing!" Brit says and grasped at the Riley. "Well now your not." Sam says and Gabe smiles. "I'm teaching him so well! Sassy Moosey is the best Moosey!" He says and pats Sam's checks. "Okay. Give me the kids. It's time for a nap." I say and Anna hands me Riley. "I'll be right back." I say and put the twins in their separate beds. I run back and grasp Cas and Dean in a hug. "Oh guys! This is so exciting!" I say and Dean gently pushes me off. "I know. I know." He says and I sit down next to Alex. "I can't wait!" ----Four years later cause I'm just that lazy---- "Mummy! Riley hurt me!" Valentine yells as he runs up to me. "Oh no! Not on your birthday!" I say and lift up the little five year old. "I did not! Mummy Valentine is lying!" Riley says running up to me. "Am not!" "Are too!" The boys bicker and I lift up Riley too, propping them on either hip. "Hey, you always get along so well! And it's your birthday! Hey, why don't you go get aunty Charlie, aunty Anna, uncle Lucifer, uncle Michael, and daddy to come so we can open presents!" I say and the two boys cheer. I set them down and they run off to find them. "My father their a hand full." I say as I sit in the living room with Gabe, Sam, Dean, Cas, Sonya, and Brit. "We live with them." Gabe says and I take a glass of wine. "Where the hell did all the time go? It feels like just last paragraph we were talking about Cas and Deans wedding!" Brit says and we chuckle (A/N: What fourth wall?). "I can't wait till we can take the boys on hunting trips with us." I sigh. "It is kind of a pain having one of us stay back with the boys." Dean says and shrugs, putting an arm around Cas. "Is it just me or does this all feel so domestic?" Gabe says. We chuckle and sip on wine. "They've grown up so fast! I mean look at them! Five years old already." Sonya says and laces her fingers with Brits. "They'd start school soon right?" He asks and I nod. "But it seems they already no so much. Plus I don't know if we're actually going to put them in school or not. I hope we do. No matter if their angel or not they should have a normal life." I say and finish off my glass. "Mummy! Can we open presents now!" Riley asks and flings himself into my lap. "Oh, be careful Riley." Sam says and Riley smiles. "Mummy! Help me!" Val screeches as Luci chases him around. "I'm gonna get ya!" He yells and Val screams. "Lucifer." I say and he stops. "What? We're having fun, right Val?" He asks and Valentine jumps onto his back. "I'm an airplane!" He yells and Luci runs around the room. "Lucifer sit down so the boys can open presents." Michael says and sits next to me. "God he's a kid himself." He whisper and I laugh. "Okay! I want you to open up the one we got first!" Anna says and Luci puts Val down so they can open up presents. The boys rip open the presents one by one ohing and ahing at the array of different gifts. Me and Alex bought the each hot wheels and a track to share. Gabe and Sam bought them and array of Classic Disney movies to watch. The ones I love like The Aristocats, The Lion King, Lilo and Stitch, etc. Thank god not frozen. Dean and Cas bought them nerf guns, which received an unamoosed face from Alex and I. Charlie and Anna bought them each a set of fake wings and some candy. The boys complained that they weren't real wings and I told them they have to wait a long time for those. Sonya and Brit bought them some swimming stuff cause that's the only sport we can get them to follow. And Michael and Lucifer got Valentine a pile of books, Riley a Spider-Man action figure, and some art supplies. "What do you say boys?" Alex asks and the two run around hugging everyone and saying thank you's. "Do you boys want cake?" I ask and they nod excitedly. I go and get the cake and light the candles. Alex and I share a quick kiss in the kitchen before we start up the birthday song.