+Daniel+
Drew already fell asleep tonight, after hours of playtime with Sky and I. I don't know how Sky did all this by herself, while she is pregnant. When she sits down she always needs help up and she just seems so tired and sore. That baby is due in about a few days. Let me tell you this, her stomach is huge. I'm not exaggerating when I tell you that! Drew weighed about 8 pounds and was smaller than that. Sky has lost weight since Drew too!
I missed her a lot. I can't wait to have another baby boy. It feels so good to be home!
I rub Sky's stomach and try to calm down a bit. Its overwhelming to come home after being gone. Especially now that I have a wife, an unborn boy, and another boy.
I'm kinda sad though, I haven't really gotten to experience the baby kicking because I haven't been around Sky. I hope to get a couple of kicks within the next few days! Come on my little peanut! Let's name him Peanut. Peanut James Platzman. Has a nice ring to it if you ask me.
Daniel James Platzman II. Yes! Because the world needs more me!
I'm so embarrassed, this is literally what I think of randomly.
"Daniel, I'm going to bed. I'm tired" Sky grunts.
"Alright sweetie. I'll be up there in a minute."
This is the first time I've been to sleep before 12am in forever. Its only 9:30? I'm actually exhausted though. I go upstairs and take my pants off, leaving my boxers, and take off my shirt. I'm so happy to be in my bed! I lay down on my side of the bed and just pull Sky next to me.
You're fine. Yes, I am.
"I feel like you're drifting away from everything"
"I've just been feeling so disconnected."
"He's more broken than you, you know?"
"Im not broken!!!"
"Shh. Yes you are"
I shut my eyes and scream.
"I AM NOT BROKEN!"
I wake up and check the clock, 2am. I can't sleep.
"You need help" Dan says.
"I do not!" I reply.
"I know its going to be tough for you, but you need to. You haven't been focusing and you're really bugging me. I'm going to get you a therapist. If you don't go to him or her, I'm going to have to get a new drummer."
"What the fuck Dan? I thought we were friends??! All you do is think about yourself! You think about all the money you're getting from this! You don't care about us?"
"Its the exact opposite. I'm worrying about you. You're going to have no career if you don't do this"
"Fine.."
"Okay. Please calm down."
I wake up and see sunlight. Sky is still sleeping, I can't see her face, but I just know she looks so cute right now. She told me how difficult it is to sleep, so I'm not going to move or get up just in case. I close my eyes and think about my dream.
What does it mean?
Do I really need help? Is Dan right?
You know he is.
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"You know, Its kind of hard being pregnant and a single mom" Sky says.
"You aren't a single mom." I laugh.
"Hey, I basically am one. I'm not emotionally stable"
"You're pregnant!"
"Gosh Daniel, you drive me off the wall" Sky blushes.
I watch her eat her food, she doesn't seem as hungry as she normally is. Sadly, I only know how she "normally" ate 2 months ago. She's so damn innocent. Whenever I look at her, I feel like she's never done one bad thing. Sky seems so perfect.
"Ugh, I don't feel good" Sky says.
"What's wrong?" I ask, worried, due to pregnancy being so close.
"I don't know, I think I'm just nervous."
"Oh, I'm sorry hun."
"Daniel..we haven't really discussed our baby boys name yet, and I kind of wanted to do that. Considering we just kind of 'winged' it with Drew"
"Of course!"
I walk over to where she is sitting and stand next to her.
"Um, well, what would you want his name to be?" I ask Sky.
"I kinda wanted Daniel James Platzman II" Sky says
"That sounds great!"
"Oh okay, I figured you'd want something else" Sky laughs.
"Uh, well, no. I really didn't have much in mind"
She's so perfect. All of her flaws. Every part of her is fucking perfect!
(A/N ~ I kind of haven't had a huge desire to write as of lately. So updates won't be coming that much. As you can tell, this chapter is a lot shorter. I sorry. I LOVE YOU GUYS A LOT AND IM SORRY. I TRY TO UPDATE A LOT BUT ;-;)
