Friendzoned

Thirty-four: I hate it.

I hate it.

***Madison***

Ring~!

School ends at the final bell and all the students pack up as usual, some of them staying behind because of misbehaving.

As I walk down the hallway to the exit, I see Seb walking in my direction.

Right, I forgot he existed and I have to deal with him after what happened today.

Contemplating quietly inside, I decided in the end to ignore him and walk on, chin up.

But of course, my life is cruel, so instead of ignoring me as well, Seb decided to grab me by the shoulders and get all close and personal.

"Don't touch me!" I hissed, immediately shoving him off.

"Mad, I'm sorry for all the things I've done to you...I didn't mean them, I really didn't." Seb apologized, the sincerity hard to detect.

"Well maybe you should have apologized earlier, not after you just almost snapped Joseph's back!" I bit back in anger. Was this dude seriously apologizing to me? Who the heck does he think he is?! Like I would forgive him after what he did.

Please, like I would.

"I don't care about him and let's not talk about that. I care about you Madison." Seb replied, taking my hand and squeezing it.

Instantly, I could feel the heat rising to my cheeks. As I looked at his gentle and caring features, all of the bad that he's done were just nightmares that I was dreaming of.

I could feel myself falling again...into his arms.

It was as if the old Sebastian was back. We were friends again and we would go to each other's houses and goof around.

Just like old times....

But then, Joseph came in and I remembered all the terrible things Sebastian did...

To genius and to me.

Struggling out of his grip, I snatched my hand back and pointed my index finger to his chest. "Personal space." I hissed, the anger returning from it's short ten seconds journey.

Immediately after that, Sebastian's soft and gentle features disappeared and appeared the real and selfish features.

"Why the fuck do you care about him? You should be caring about me. I thought you liked me? What happened to that?!" He yelled in my face, anger and hatred obvious in his tone.

"Well, why the fuck would I still like you when you're such a jerk to me and Joseph?!?!" I screamed, my blood boiling.

Was this guy for real? Did he think I was that stupid?

It's true that some girls fall for the same guy over and over again no matter how many times he has broken her heart...but knowing me, was I that type of girl Sebastian?

For the record, I only like you, not love you. No wait, I liked you.

"You're right Madison, I don't care about you. In fact, I don't care about anyone except for me and my loved ones." He admitted the fact that he didn't care about me, his arms folded and a smug smile on his face.

"I don't care about you, and I absolutely hate you. But...that doesn't mean that Joseph can have you. You're mine and only mine." Sebastian finished with a triumphant grin, as though he had won the argument.

"Are you fucking kidding me? I'm not yours. Oh I'm sorry, but I don't think you're the same mum that gave birth to me. If you really wanna be a woman, you can go ahead and pay big bucks to surgeons. They can do that for you." I bit back, patting myself on the back internally.