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Nine: Eye cancer

Eye cancer

***Joseph***

Have you ever felt so nervous and scared that you would do anything to get out of it no matter the consequences?

Well that's how I feel now.

I'm currently in the doctor's with my mum, doing a little checkup and what not.

I was waiting in the waiting room, my mum was in the room with the doctor, discussing about my condition.

I've always felt scared and insecure wherever I was in the doctor's to check on my eyes. But it's even scarier if I don't know what condition it is that I have on my eyes.

And it doesn't help the fact that my mother doesn't want to tell me what the condition is....she just doesn't want to tell me.

Maybe she's afraid that I might be so shocked and scared about what the condition is, that I'll commit suicide or something, but I've never been the one to think suicidal.

I'm pretty sure I can handle the news if one faithful day, my mum decides to tell me.

As I continued to wish for that one faithful day where my mum would tell me about my condition, I was snapped back into reality when I heard a loud and heartbreaking cry from my mother.

She was crying out loudly to the doctor.

"Please! We can't tell him! It would be too much for him to handle!!!!" Her cries so loud, I could hear what she was saying from the other room.

"Mrs. Evergreen, calm down. This is something your son needs to know. You've been keeping it to yourself for too long. His condition can't get any worse. If it does....uh..." the doctor was holding my mum by the shoulders, in attempt to calm her down.

"How does that calm me down doc!!!! How the hell does that calm me down!? My son...his...-" her voice grew softer and softer until I could hear her no more.

I could see her crushed and broken down on the floor, her hands on her eyes, rubbing them from the tears, blowing her nose.

I could see the doctor telling the nurse something and hurrying back to my mum with a box of tissue, mouthing the words "it's all going to be fine."

I didn't know what to think anymore.

The words "his condition can't get any worse...." engulfing me, crushing my every hope, repeating inside my head.

As I sat there, in my own little crumbled and falling apart world, the nurse came over and told me the doctor wanted to see me.

Gulping, I stood up and followed the nurse.

I had to prepare myself, I had to be strong for my mum.

"Uh...doctor? You wanted to see me?"

"Errm...yes I...I t-think your mum should tell you this herself."

"Honey, please don't be mad at me. It's been hard for me...and you as well and I'm sorry I didn't tell you this sooner. But...but it's confirmed...confirmed that...t-that..."

My mother cried once more, as she tried to say to finish her sentence.

"It's alright mum, I forgive you. Just tell me...I...I'm ready to know."

"It's confirmed that you have eye cancer."

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