KATYS POV
"fuck, he won't stop calling me." I sighed towards Angela in an exasperated voice, as the tears slowly rolled down my cheeks. I told myself this is what I was supposed to do. This was best for everyone, but why does it still hurt so much then?
I was currently sitting in the airport waiting for my flight that I literally managed to get myself about 5 minutes ago. I looked like a mess and I was hoping no one would recognize me. John has called me 6 times in the past 2 minutes. Literally, I've sat here and listened to my phone ring 6 times. I didn't want to answer because I knew he would convince me to stay with him. I love him, but he obviously can't return the favor with as much passion, and I'm tired of him just dragging me along in his little twisted game. He was hurting people in the process.. not only me, but Olivia, and I finally saw it all today. So I convinced Angela to leave even though she was not at all happy to leave and told me to talk it out with John first because she knows how we can't function without one another but.. we'll have to adapt.
I was pulled out of my thoughts when my phone began to ring yet again, indicating that John was calling. I looked down at my phone and bit my lip as tears fell delicately down my face.
"Answer it or I will. He deserves better from you Katy. You just vanished, don't you understand? He's worried.. " She spat, giving me a look that meant she was clearly unhappy with me. I know she was pissed at my decision because she hates to see me hurt, and we both knew that's what was coming.
I stared back down at my phone and took a deep breath before clicking answer and holding it up to my ears. "John, please sto-"
"Where the fuck are you, Katy?" He interrupted as soon as I answered the phone. Well hi to you too John.
I was a little taken back by his sudden remark and took a second to collect myself. "The airport..." I whimpered, trying my best not to cry, then he would know how weak I was in this situation.
"don't run away from me katy..." he pleaded through the phone and I placed my elbows on my thighs as I sat there picturing his face right now. He sounded so broken. I knew that if I kept this conversation going any longer I would fall back into his arms just like that.
"I... I have to go.." I whispered knowing that this was probably the last time I'll hear from him. Now that I'm out of the way, he can finally have that perfect life him and Olivia deserve.
"Katy... baby..." He said slowly as if he were talking to a scared child, careful not to spook them away. Or in my case, careful not to make me hang up. "Don't do this, you know I love you." He said softly, his words flowing through the phone and into my ears. I wanted to give in, I wanted to be wrapped up in his arms right now but I knew I couldn't be. I was leaving in 10 minutes.
"Yeah, well not enough." I blurted out. My sadness was now turning into rage as I remembered why I had decided to leave. I immediately hung up after those words and slammed my phone down beside me. I buried my head in my hands, letting out all the sobs that have been wanting to escape these past 30 minutes.
"I'm sorry Katy... I know this trip was supposed to make you forget about him." I heard Angela say as her hand came into contact with my back. I pulled my face away from my hands letting out a sniffle before turning towards her.
"It's my fault.. we broke up for a reason the first time, why would he want me any more the second time around?" I laughed trying to hide the hurt that was evident in my voice. But if he loved me, we wouldn't be in this situation. He obviously still wants Olivia, because why else wouldn't he break up with her? Besides.. she loves him so much so maybe it's better I let her have him after all. That's when I heard the woman announce over the intercom that our flight was leaving in 10 minutes.
