KATYS POV
"John, seriously is there nothing better to watch than swamp people." I groaned sitting up from my previous position of lying on the couch. We had been becoming really close lately.. like in a friendly way and I liked it. I currently had my legs lying across his lap where we have been watching tv for the past hour. It was a rainy day and there wasn't much to do outside.
"This is interesting and factual." He shot back giving me one of his smug looks. I rolled my eyes turning my attention back to the show to give it a chance, but within no longer than 2 minutes I had enough.
"Okay, that's it. We're watching something else." I quipped swiftly grabbing the remote from him and flipping through the channels.
"Hey, no! What are you doing?" He laughed trying to get the remote back but I hid it behind my back. There was no way I was going to watch the rest of that show.
"It's my turn to pick!" I whined as he jumped on top of me once again trying to reach for the remote. I let out a scream before laughing like an idiot as he tried to pry the remote from my hands as he sat on top of me.
"Miss Hudson I still remember where you're ticklish." He warned raising an eyebrow at me. My mouth shot wide open at the fact that he would even THINK of tickling me he knows how much I hate it.
"You wouldn't dare." I shot back still not giving in to his warning. Within seconds his fingers were digging at my sides as he tickled me ferociously causing tears to fall from my eyes.
"John... stop... please!" I cried between laughs. He must've finally realized I had enough, and he stopped his tickling. I finally caught my breath and we both suddenly realized how close to each other we were. His face was hovering right over mine, and the mood suddenly turned serious.
I wanted him to kiss me.. just once so he'll remember how much he loves me. I bit my lip hoping to entice him even more but as soon as I did he closed his eyes and looked off to the side. Guess that doesn't work anymore..
"Don't do that." He chuckled softly, and that's when I knew that it had INFACT worked. I mentally gave myself a high five as he continued to hover over me.
"Do you two need a room?" We heard causing us to quickly break apart and sit up on the couch. I abruptly turned my head around to see Angela in the doorway.
"It's not like that Ang, we're just in good terms now." I smiled over at John who had a worried look on his face.
"Well don't be in too good of terms-" she said waving her hands around us "-around Olivia she'll get pissed." She laughed turning to exit the room again.
I awkwardly turned to face John who was staring down at his lap. Something was definitely bothering him. "Well I'm going to go get dressed." I said quietly, getting up to make my way to my room. I saw him nod an okay and sighed knowing that he was upset and probably because of me.
Why can't he just dump Olivia and take me back? He told me I was the one for him, only me. He said he would never find anyone else, yet here we are. I flopped down onto my bed, burying my head into my pillow. "fuckkkkk." I mumbled into the pillow so no one else could hear. Maybe I just need to be more blunt with him.
"Katy cmon we're all going out to the beach before the fireworks start." Johns voice said suddenly pulling me from my thoughts.
"Okay, I'll be right there." I mumbled throwing on an outfit before walking out to where everyone else was.
JOHNS POV
We were all waiting on Katy when she suddenly emerged from her room and I swear she's never looked more beautiful. She had on this black romper with sunflowers covering it and her hair was curled down to right above her waist. I didn't realize until I noticed that I was staring at her that I was taking in every detail about her like I used to. She finished placing her hoop earring in before smiling up at me.
