JOHNS POV
I pulled into the driveway, utterly exhausted from the past few days and today was the day most dreaded. Tonight was the night we receive a phone call that could change my life.. our life. It's really hit katy hard, and I don't really blame her. I could be responsible for someone else's child.. someone that isn't her. There's been so much tension between us ever since. We've been fighting more.. a lot more and when we do have a decent conversation she's short with me. I get that she's upset, and scared, but I just want my katy back.
I sighed, as I finally turned the car off. I was just praying that a fight wouldn't erupt as soon as I stepped inside. I hated fighting with her.. and that's all we've seen to be doing lately. I eventually opened the car door, and made my way inside.
"Katy? Baby I'm home!" I shouted, taking my shoes off by the door as I waited for her voice. I made my way into the living room, noticing how eerily quiet it seemed to be in the house. "Babe?" I yelled once more, walking into the kitchen. I know she's here because her cars here.. unless someone picked her up. But she knew we were getting the call tonight, wouldn't she want to be here?
I made my way around the house, becoming more nervous with each second that I couldn't find her. I checked every room, coming up empty every time. Where the hell was she?
I let out a sigh of relief when I saw her sitting in the backyard.. looking up at the stars wearing one of my hoodies, making her body look even more tiny and fragile. I smiled to myself before walking out to join her.
"There you are baby, you scared me to death." I chuckled, sitting behind her so that she could lean against my chest. I wrapped my arms around her waist, enjoying this moment before our lives could change forever.
"Hey, babe.." She whispered, snuggling into my chest. It was them that I saw her face and noticed that she had been crying. Fuck, what's happened. Have they called?
"Hey, what's wrong? What happened?" I asked, concern evident in my voice. I kissed her neck softly, pulling her closer to me as she wiped a tear away. "Talk to me, baby what is it.."
"I just.. I was trying to prepare myself incase we found out it was your child but.. I couldn't handle it, I can't." She croaked, clutching my shirt in her hands. "I can't picture you spending time with her and loving a child that you didn't have with me, it's too much."
"Katy.. I.. you know that.. you know I love you. I don't want anything to do with her, I just want you.. I want you and our family I promise that's it." I stuttered, trying to get her to calm down. Her condition was honestly starting to scare me. I could feel her tears wet my shirt as I just pulled her closer.
"But what if you start to spend more time with her and fall back in love with her. What if she tricks you into cheating on me? John I swear I can't lost you, I won't make it without you." She cried, wrapping her arms so tight around my neck that it was almost unbearable.
I leaned down to kiss her cheek, her neck, her temple, everywhere that was visible to me. I just needed to calm her down, that was my top priority. "Never. I can't lose you either, Katy. It would ruin me. You don't have a clue how much you mean to me, it's past the point of explanation." I admitted truthfully.
"I just don't want to share you, you're all mine." She giggled, finally starting to feel better as she played with the collar of my shirt. "I'm just scared..."
"I'm scared too. This could change so much.." I sighed, slipping my hands under her hoodie to run them up and down her sides. "But my love for you will never fade, Katy, I can promise you that."
I watched katy eyes flutter down as a blush crept over her face. I loved that I still made her blush, just like she still made me nervous. It's like every day was our first date. "I love you," she mumbled, quickly leaning in to kiss me. I deepened it, instantly becoming aroused by her. I swear this woman was something else. I felt her press her hips against me as she brought her body closer to mine. She knew what she was going.. and she was doing it well.
Before she even had time to realize what was happening I placed my arm around her back and laid her on the grass. She squealed in surprise before I smashed my lips back into hers. I instantly spread her legs, hovering over while placing tedious kisses on her neck.
"Fuck, why are you so good at this?" She moaned, arching her hips into mine. I chuckled against her, trailing my fingers down her body.
"I know how to please my girl." I smirked. I pulled away to kiss her and place my forehead against hers. She was honestly everything I ever needed and more.
"Listen, I'm sorry for how bitchy I've been lately." she apologized, running her fingers through my hair. "It was uncalled for I was just... scared and it got the best of me."
"Well now you know that nothing will ever take me away from you right? Obviously we've been through so much but look.. we always find our way right back to each other." I said, poking that cute little nose of hers. She smiled up at me before I dove back in, not being able to resist those lips any longer. We had a god momentum going until the one sound we were dreading most today filled our ears. I pulled away, sitting up as she followed suit.
She straddled my waist, smoothing her hands over my chest as I stared at my phone. "Ready baby?" I asked, as she took a deep breath before nodding her head yes.
"Let's do this. I love you." She mumbled, resting her head in the crook of my neck where she placed multiple kisses.
KATYS POV
"Hello?" John answered, his voice shaking as nerves took over is body. I felt him tense up as he wrapped his arm completely around my body. "Oh... I see..." He sighed, hugging me even more tighter. This wasn't good. This couldn't be good.
I looked up, seeing his eyes fill with tears. No. No please. This can't happen. My breath got caught in my throat as I looked up at him. He quickly bent down to peck my lips as I awaited the dreadful news.
"Okay.. thank you." He said before hanging up. I stared up at him praying, silently begging for good news. I could handle this, I couldn't. It would absolutely kill me. "Katy..."
"Fuck..." I whispered, leaning against John's chest. "Fuck!" i repeated, feeling tears begin to well up in my eyes. I knew what he was going to say. I could tell, I could see it in his eyes. It was his.
"Katy's it's not mine."
"What?" I asked in disbelief, looking up at him. "But you-"
"It's not mine." He laughed, kissing me passionately as we continued to sit in the grass. I stood up in excitement, John following suit spun me around.
"It's not yours!" I shouted jumping into his arms. "It's not yours.." I cried into his shoulder. It finally felt like a weight had been lifted off my shoulders.
"It's just you and me baby." He whispered, kissing my cheek. "We never have to see her again."
"Never again." I whispered, finally feeling at peace with everything. He was all mine.. I had nothing to worry about.
