KATYS POV
I rolled over this morning expecting to see John there smiling like an adorable idiot per usual; but this time he was no where to be found. Instead there was a hand written note placed on his pillow with a single rose lying on top. I hurriedly grabbed it, excited to see his sweet words written for me like he always did when he left before I was awake.. but I knew this time it meant even more. A huge smile formed on my lips as I read his words over and over again.
katy,
I can't wait to marry you today, baby. I'm so unbelievably in love with you, it's insane. I love you, so much and I can't wait to see that beautiful smile of yours later.
xx John
I fell back onto the bed as I let out the most pure and genuine laugh imaginable. I was so happy that I couldn't contain it anymore. I was marrying John today. We were actually committing to each other in the best way possible. He's the love of my life.. and I'm pretty sure I'm his.
I rubbed the small baby bump that had formed over the last few months and thought about our future. I knew John would be an amazing dad. The way he looks after me and cares for me just proves everything. He cares so much for the people around him; and that's one thing that I love so much about him. I have no doubt in my mind that he's the one I'm supposed to be with for the rest of my life.
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"Can you please hurry? I want to go see John before I need to get dressed.." I whined impatiently as people gathered all around me to curl my hair and apply my make up with the most precise detail. I had been sitting in this chair for what felt like an hour texting John, but now I just wanted to go see him in person. I needed to talk to him before this all took place and it felt as if they were going in slow motion. I was becoming more and more impatient by the second as I now picked at my manicured nails.
"Oh alright, go ahead." He sighed, applying the last finishing touches with a smirk. That's all I needed to hear before I jumped out of the chair and made my way towards the door. We still had plenty of time before the wedding and I just wanted to talk to him to confirm that he was alright. I was even nervous so I knew he must be even worse off than I am.
JOHNS POV
"I'm nervous, man." I chuckled, sitting on one of the couches in the room as my brother Carl did his best to comfort me. I wasn't having second thoughts, I was just nervous for some reason. This is a big step.. and I don't want this to end like Katy's last marriage because I know it will kill her, and I'm afraid of fucking up and hurting her. I love her so much that it scares me.. and I'm not sure if that's good or bad anymore.
"Just think about, Katy. Just focus on her, and how happy she makes you." He replied, patting my shoulder as I rubbed my hands together out of nervous habit. I was surprised that I wasn't covered in sweat by this point honestly.
"John?" I suddenly heard katy say making me lift my head up as I scanned the room for her. I finally saw her round the corner and stood up as she rushed towards me. Why would she come see me now? What could possibly be wrong?
"Baby, what is it?" I asked nervously, my eyes scanning over her body to look for anywhere she might be hurt. When I noticed she was completely fine, I became even more worried as to why she was looking for me.
"I just wanted to see you." She giggled, pulling my head down so she could kiss me. She pulled away and buried her face in the crook of my neck as I wrapped my arms around her small figure.
