R scene coming up fyi for those who don't want to read it
JOHNS POV
"Do I have to go?" I asked, tucking a piece of hair behind Katy's ear as I held her close to me. She rested her hands on my chest as I looked down at her, the feeling of her breath against my neck sending shivers down my spine as we stood against the wall.
"I don't think your friends are going to leave without you." She giggled, looking behind me where 4 of my friends stood waiting by the door occasionally throwing puns our way. They had literally woken us up this morning pounding on the door. It was completely unexpected and Katy was still in what she slept in, which happened to be one of my long sleeve shirts, obviously catching all of their attention to my discomfort. I stood in front of her to block their view as she leaned against the wall, messing with my shirt.
"They won't," I sighed. "I don't want to go though, I want to stay here with you." I whined, leaning in to kiss her for the first time properly this morning. I wrapped both my arms around her waist, momentarily forgetting everyone behind us. Secretly wishing they would go away but I knew that wouldn't be the case.
"Get a room!" One of them yelled, causing katy to smile in the kiss before she pulled away shyly. I turned to look at them, glaring in their direction to show them just how annoyed I was. I wanted them to leave but I knew they had only good intentions.
"You should go.." Katy whispered, "it's bad luck to see me before the wedding anyway." She winked, causing the butterflies to erupt in my stomach. It was tomorrow. We were getting married tomorrow. It had been a month since we got the phone call informing us of Olivia's child and ever since then katy has been persistent on getting married as soon as possible. So.. we were able to plan the whole thing in 4 weeks. It was going to be on a private beach, just our families and the closest of our friends.. so it was small, nothing fancy at all. I was worried as to why she was rushing into it but she just confirmed that she wanted to seal the deal. She wanted to claim me as hers officially, though there was never a problem there to begin with.
There must have been a worried look on my face because she instantly kissed my lips, running her manicured nails across the back of my neck in order to calm me down. "Are you okay? You're not getting cold feet are you?" She joked, though there was still some doubt suddenly present in her voice.
I was unable to talk. Of course I was nervous, I have never pictured this day for myself. I never saw myself settling down and getting married and now that it was here I didn't know what to think. "John?" She asked again, looking back and forth between my eyes as she swallowed nervously. Her breath shook as I continued to stare down at my feet. I was ready, why was it just now starting to get to me? "Do you not want to do this?" She questioned me, removing my arms from her waist so that she was no longer in my arms. The feeling of her leaving my grip finally brought me back to my senses.
I hastily stepped forward and pulled her against me, lifting her chin to look at me. She was upset, and I didn't blame her. "I do want this. Hell, I've always wanted this since I first saw you." I chuckled, as the sudden realization of how much I needed her kicked in. She finally let out a sigh of relief as she playfully shoved me in the chest. I was still overthinking this whole situation but there's no way I could tell her. I didn't want her to think that I didn't want to be with her because I did. This whole situation just sat funny with me.
"Don't fucking scare me like that." She whined, pulling me back to her as she pressed her lips against mine. "Now go, we have a big day tomorrow."
"John, cmon you'll see her tomorrow for fucks sake!" They shouted, laughter erupting through the house as I turned back to Katy with an apologetic look.
