JOHNS POV
"Care to explain what the hell that was?" I whisper yelled at Katy as I locked us in her bedroom away from everyone. I was not only mad at Chris but also upset that katy would take things this far knowing how much it would kill me. The whole night I had been planning on apologizing, without fighting, but as soon as we got here I ditched that plan and wanted answers.
"What John?" She asked sarcastically. "This was your plan. Your idea. I'm just playing along!" She smiled also in a sarcastic manner but I knew she was hurting on the inside.
"Look, baby I'm sorry. I just get over protective and jealous that's all." I admitted leaning down to kiss her but she didn't kiss me back. There was no emotion in the kiss so I pulled away, quite upset at how this night was turned upside down as well as our relationship it seems.
"Katy..." I said softly looking into her hurt, sad, eyes. The love I felt for her was no longer radiating back at me. Her face had no emotion as she stared at me, arms crossed over her chest. I was scared of what was happening, I wasn't ready to lose her.
"If you can date two people so can I. If you can go kissing two people, so can I. Hell you're probably even sleeping with both of us so, so can-"
"No!" I interrupted before she could finish that sentence. I didn't want her thinking I would do that to her. "Listen, Katy.. Chris is dangerous okay? You need to stay away from him." I warned her, remembering our conversation in the bathroom only a short hour ago.
"Bull shit, you and I both know he's a sweet, caring, guy. I've been around him before John, stop trying to remove him from all of this so you can have the both of us to yourself again." I saw the anger in her eyes and I knew there was no way of convincing her. This was in fact all my fault because I'm a coward.
"It's not like that, katy!" I said now slightly raising my voice. "He likes you! A lot, just be careful around him.." I pleaded. I didn't think they would even bump into each other again so thankfully I had nothing to worry about.
"Well maybe I like him too." She spit out causing my heart to rip into a thousand pieces. "Doesn't feel very good does it? Having someone you love, care for 2 people intimately. Well this is how I've felt the whole damn time!" She screamed throwing her hands in the air as I tried to quiet her down. "It's actually nice to be around someone who loves me and only me. Someone I don't have to pretend around and keep secrets with. It felt normal, John... and maybe.. maybe we should just-" she stopped on the verge of tears placing her hand in front of her eyes.
"John?" We both heard Olivia call my name. We both looked at each other knowing this conversation was going to have to be continued at some other time, which I'm thankful for because it wasn't looking pretty.
"Fuck." I said angrily, hating that I had to leave katy like this. I looked down at her, kissing her forehead to let her know I still loved her, though I wasn't entirely sure how she felt now. "I love you SO much." I whispered opening the door to cater to whatever needs Olivia had. But before I could find her I heard a knock at the door and headed that direction instead.
I looked through the peep hole and saw no other than Chris. My fists immediately clenched together tightly and my breathing had picked up almost instinctively. I felt like I was protecting her from Michael all over again.
"What are you doing here." I yelled once I shut the door behind me. I can't believe he had the balls to come here. He did know that he wasn't actually dating her didn't he?
"Came to pick Katy up." He smiled. "She texted me saying she needed to get out so I suggested we go see a movie." Wait.. so she asked for him to come? She actually.. initiated this date?
