KATYS POV
"Thank you for dinner, John.." I said, looking over at John as he smiled at me while he continued driving. We had originally planned on going out with everyone else but then John had a change in heart and decided he wanted to spend time with me.. just me. Which I do say, melted my heart and I had absolutely no objections.
Dinner was literally perfect though. It was like we were normal selves again and it felt amazing. We laughed, I told him stories, and there was never an awkward moment between us.
"You're welcome, Katy. I hope I finally made you happy for once tonight." He said sweetly, taking my hand. As soon as his skin touched mine I tensed up, the butterflies suddenly coming once he spontaneously held my hand. It made me smile knowing he did that on his on terms, and I looked down to hide the smile that was making its way onto my face.
"You always make me happy" I whispered, rubbing my thumb in circles against his hand that was held firmly in mine. I let out a giggle as I continued to stare down at our hands, feeling happier than ever right now and all he did was simply hold my hand. It made me feel like everything was going to work out though.
"What?" He chuckled looking over at me with a smile on his face. He suddenly let go of my hand and placed it on my thigh, lightly grazing his fingers against it, slightly under my skirt.
"I just.. I love you." I replied. I knew he wasn't going to say it back but I could still let him know how I feel right? All he did was stare out into the road with a small smile spread across his face. I couldn't help but stare at him.. and notice how perfect and absolutely charming he is.
I missed being intimate with him. I missed cuddling up to him, and kissing him, and sleeping in his arms. Sure, it's only been 2 days but you don't realize how much you miss affection from the person you love when you absolute can't have it.
"Well.. we're home." John said, pulling me out of my thoughts and I quickly looked away from him, but not before he noticed me staring at him making him shake his head and laugh. He turned the car off and before I knew it he was on my side of the car opening the door for me, which I found absolutely adorable.
"I just realized I didn't tell you how absolutely beautiful you look." He said in a hushed tone, tucking my hair behind my ear before I even had a chance to get out of the car. I felt my cheeks get hot and knew I was blushing but I don't care. I want him to know that he makes me feel like this. But why is he being so sweet and touchy now? There has to be a reason behind it, not that I'm complaining.
"Thank you, baby..." I said taking his hand that he held out to help me step out of the car. He shut the door behind me and I felt him place his hand on my back before slowly wrapping it around my waist. He pulled me closer and closer to his body as we walked towards the door and I found myself sinking into his embrace, never once taking this moment for granted. We stepped inside and parted as I walked upstairs to change and he stayed down in the living room to watch tv I guess.
JOHNS POV
I don't know what happened tonight but it's like something with us clicked. I always thought she was beautiful, any man with a brain would think that, but after getting to know her more and talk with her I found myself so attracted to her it hurt. Her personality was perfect, it's like cute mixed with funny mixed with a little bit of... weird. Any how she's adorable and now I feel like my hands are all over her. I still need to get to know her better of course because right now I don't love her.. I'm just attracted to her. I don't know why she even wants to be with me honestly. She's perfect, what every man wants yet here she is picking me.. it just blows my mind.