KATYS POV
John and I have stayed home all day, considering the awful blizzard that's happening outside, and just enjoyed each other's company. I'm around 4 and a half months now and have the cutest most tiniest baby bump so having a day off was actually quite relaxing considering my busy schedule lately. John of course keeps telling me that I'm over doing things but he's just being over protective which is cute. We're currently lying on the couch in front of the fireplace, no words were being said but these were moments that meant a lot to me. Moments when I can just lie with John, his arms wrapped around me as we just relaxed in silence. Words weren't necessary to explain what we felt for each other, because we just knew.
"I love you.. " John whispered against my ear, rubbing his hand over my stomach. "And I love this little bud too."
"I love you, too." I replied, turning around in his arms so that we were face to face. I lazily played with the collar on his shirt as he caressed my lower back, feeling more at ease that I have for awhile.. and all I needed was him. But I still had this uneasy thought in the back of my head and I knew I needed to let it out. "John..."
"Hm, baby.." He asked, kissing my forehead. I let out a sigh, feeling more nervous that I was about to let him in on my secret fear that's been eating me alive.
"I know it's stupid but-"
"Nothing you ask or say is stupid, Katy. Literally the only stupid thing you could ask me was if I loved you or not because we both know that answer." He chuckled, easing the tension a bit, but meaning what he said one hundred percent.
"Um.. what if.. what if I'm a bad mother. I don't know how to take care of myself most of the time, you do that for me! How am I going to raise another human? I don't have a clue what to do, John. My baby is going to hate me..." I rambled, feeling tears start to threaten to fall but John quickly caught me off guard, kissing me forcefully so that all I could do was kiss him back.
"You don't need to worry about that.. We have 4 and half more months to figure it out, and I'll be with you every single step of the way. It's me and you now, remember." He promised, wiping the tears away that had managed to trickle down my face. Every time he spoke he had a way of calming me down.. of assuring me that as long as he was here everything would be perfect. "I'm not going anywhere we'll get through this together.." He whispered, pressing his lips against mine.
All I could do was nod my head yes as I smiled up at him. His eyes traveling from mine down to my slightly enlarged belly where a smile grew on his face as he placed his hand there. Then, without warning he flipped us around so that I was underneath him, and placed his head close to my stomach.
"Hey little one.. I just want you to know that you have the best mommy in the world, not to mention the hottest," he smirked, resulting in a slap to the shoulder but I couldn't help but giggle, "and she's going to take such good care of you. She loves you so much already, and you'll love her just as much, she's amazing. And I hope that she wants to be with me for the rest of her life because I can't imagine my life without you two." He finished placing a kiss there before hovering back over me.
"That was sweet of you... so what exactly are you wanting?" I laughed, knowing that was his way of probably softening me up for something.
"Nothing, Miss Hudson, I was just being charming." He gasped, sarcastically emphasizing his sentence in a funny accent making me burst into laughter.
"oh, well then, I'd like to reassure you that mommy does want to stay with daddy forever." I smiled, trying my best to contain my laughter as John moved his face closer to mine, kissing me.
