JOHNS POV
I woke up rather abruptly, as I felt cold air find its way onto my neck. I looked down to see someone cuddled up against me, and after a few short seconds of panic remembered katy. katy. Shit. I immediately unwrapped my arms from her, even though part of me wanted to continue to hold her and watched her stir beside me.
"Am I that gross to touch?" she mumbled, with a smile on her face. She still had her eyes closed and I realized she had been awake and felt me quickly pull away from her.
"No, I just thought.. um, you wouldn't want me to?" I blabbed, not entirely sure what to say. Truth is, I was still mad at myself for last night.. for getting so attached so quickly and knew I needed to back away before I hurt the both of us.
"Pretty sure I don't care." she giggled opening one eye as the sun beamed onto her face. "That's your cue to wrap them around me again." She whispered after a few short seconds of me just staring at her dumbfounded. What the hell, why not? I smoothed my hand over her side and down to her lower back before pulling her back into my chest where she was before. I admit this felt familiar.. it's about the only thing that has felt relatively familiar so far.. which could either be good or bad. The way she smelled, the way her body fit up against mine, her soft skin that I found myself massaging every now and then completely unaware of my actions. It's like it came naturally. I began sticking my hand more and more up her shirt as I rubbed her bare back, getting more comfortable around her.
"I'm gonna go take a shower okay?" She eventually said interrupting my thoughts. She wiggled herself out of my arms and stood up, stretching her arms up in the air, making me gawk at her body. She only had on a tank top and underwear.. why was she so comfortable around me so quickly? Was I really this lucky?
"wait wait wait, come back here I'm not done with you." I smirked wrapping my arm around her waist as I pulled her back down onto the bed causing her to let out a loud giggle.
"John seriously, I need to shower!" she whined, as she sunk further into the bed as I hovered over her. I don't know what came over me but I was suddenly all over her.
"the shower can wait don't you think?" I whispered bending down to place my lips against her neck. I let my hot breath hit her skin making her slowly arch her back into my hips. What are you doing John
"what are you doing?" she asked breathlessly tugging at my hair as I continued to suck on her neck. I honestly couldn't give two fucks now, she was driving me crazy and a man can only hold back for so long around this woman.
"I'm about to do something.. but I don't want you to think too much of it okay?" I said continuing to hover over her. She looked up at me as she bit her lip nodding in agreement and I came to realize that I wanted nothing more than to be biting that lip instead. I was doing it. I'm going to kiss her.
I grabbed her thighs, pulling her down toward me more so I could fit between her legs and attacked her lips with mine. Her lips felt so perfect against mine.. so soft, so sweet, just like I imagined. A soft moan escaped her lips, only urging me on to deepen the kiss which I didn't hesitate to do.
"fuck." I whispered against her lips as I pulled away momentarily only to forcefully kiss her again. I was frustrated because I wanted to pull away but I couldn't.. there was no going back. I was being drawn into her and there was no escape. The sound of our lips smacking together managed to turn me on even more and my tongue found its way to hers, caressing it skillfully.
"What are you doing to me?" I whispered once I finally pulled away from the kiss, softly biting down on her lip. I looked into her eyes, as both of our chests heaved up and down, getting lost in that gorgeous shade of blue. She only replied with a smile, and I knew I had finally made her happy.
