What I Want

Chapter Forty Seven

Karlie's P.O.V

"Taylor, let's go. I want to see Allie." I shout through the empty apartment. Taylor rushes into the room in her bra while holding up two shirts with a frazzled look upon her face. "Which one?" she questions looking at me. I take a second to say the blue one before she throws the white one aside and buttons up the blue one before grabbing her coat and buttoning it up. I manage to place a very quick kiss on her lips before Taylor rushes past me obviously excited to be leaving to get Allie. I watch her start to walk downstairs and follow right after her. Pulling my phone from my pocket I text my mom saying that we are leaving and she replies with a "we're fifteen minutes away, is everything in the spare room." I text back that it is as I hop into the SUV that is waiting to take us to Allie.
"Whose that babe?" Taylor questions as I look down at my phone. I smile and say.
"No-one just checking it." She smiles a small smile that doesn't quite reach her eyes as I lower mine so she doesn't catch on, little do I know she suspects something is happening.

We arrive into Allie's room and see her still peacefully sleeping which is a relief to the pair of us. Dr Avery stops us before we can enter. "Hey guys, can I have a word?" Taylor looks at me before we both nod and agree. Staying outside she looks at us. "So we checked out that fracture and it looks like it will heal up, her stitches will dissolve by themselves but try not to get them wet." We both nod as Taylor says, "So no washing her hair or anything then?" Dr Avery nods agreeing with what Taylor has said. "Yes no washing her hair or obsessively washing it. She will be sensitive to touch but that is to be expected since she did split her head open." I nod as Taylor tries to look inside at Allie who has woken up and is beginning to cry. "Can I?" she questions as Dr Avery nods but without looking back Taylor is already next to Allie who is wanting into her arms. I smile as Dr Avery looks at me. "She's not at all like I thought she was." I look to my left at Dr Avery.  "Really, what were you expecting?" Dr Avery shrugs.
"I'm not really sure, I never met her when you guys adopted Allie last year but I'd seen her on T.V before and I just thought she would have been more 'DIVA' whatever that is. Everyone seemed to be convinced she was a terrible person but she's so lovely." I look at Dr Avery and I agree that everyone is always shocked when they meet Taylor but it fades eventually. "Yeah it's a popular misconception. I mean she can't be that bad can she I did marry her..." Dr Avery looks at me and then bursts into laughter. "Yeah that's true. Good luck Karlie." I nod at her as I walk into Taylor who has Allie on her lap nearly back to sleep. Unfortunately this fades when I enter and she sits up quickly saying "mama, mama, mama..." Taylor shoots me a look but I smile and kiss her lips.
"God I love you..." Taylor blushes and bends down to place a kiss on Allie's forehead as Allie cuddles back in. 'God, they are so cute.' My phone beeps indicating a message; Taylor stares at me and then says. "Well aren't you getting that?" I sense the coolness of her tone but don't say anything as the nurse comes in with discharge papers. I quickly sign Allie out as the nurse removes the drip that was used overnight to give pain medication and after a quick cry from Allie who makes Taylor cry we are back in the SUV on our way to the apartment. This is where it all goes bad.

"Who is she Karlie?" I look at Taylor who has her arms folded and is staring at me with venom in her eyes. "Who's who Taylor?" I question generally confused. Taylor huffs.
"Who is she, the woman you are texting or is it a man?" I gasp and Taylor stares at me intently.
"Is that what you really think of me, after the whole incident with Cara you think I am cheating on you?" Taylor shrugs and all my positive words go out of my head as I shake it. "Well my fault for trying to surprise you with our one year adoption of Allie party..." all of a sudden I cringe, I never planned on telling her until we got there and she was surprised. "What?" she questions, her gaze rapidly cooling so it's just her blue eyes staring at me. I sigh and then look at her. "I planned a party for our family and friends to come. I organized it ages ago because I knew that you wouldn't think about the party, you're just so busy wrapping up the tour so I wanted to do it because I love you and our small family..." I'm quickly cut off as the snap of a seat belt and Taylor is in my arms as Allie watches and giggles at us being silly. I look into Taylor's blue eyes and see nothing but love. "...and so that was my mom confirming it was all done and they are waiting." Taylor smiles and leans in and kisses me. "I'm really sorry Karlie. I just get nervous because you are so hot and I fear you will find someone better than me..." I lift her chin and say with all the passion in the world.
"You are my princess and you will never be anyone else's because I never plan on leaving you. I love you and only you." Taylor looks at me as I sigh. "Okay, maybe I love Allie, Meredith and Olivia too, but that's it." Taylor burst out in laughter as she presses her face into my neck and peppering kisses until we reach the apartment.

Taylor's P.O.V

I can't quite believe how irrational I acted as we left the hospital, but all I could see was burning red, the anger the fear and the incomprehensible love that I have for a woman who is over six feet tall, has perfect posture and bright green eyes. Even now looking at her holding Allie at her hip I can't fathom the reason as to why she is still with me, especially when I act like a crazy person sometimes. "...aylor..." I glance up and see Karlie waving her hand in front of my face as Allie laughs and chants "mum...mum...mum..." I smile and look at Karlie who leans over and kisses me soundly on the lips. "I love you Taylor Alison Swift-Kloss." I smile as we exit the lift and walk towards the door of the apartment where I can hear people inside. "I love you too Karlie Elizabeth Swift-Kloss." I state soundly looking down at her wedding ring and joining hands with her as we open the door to our apartment and see people from wall to wall. The first person I see is Austin who is leaning against the couch talking to Anna Kendrick who is posed with one eye trained on Austin and another on newly single Nick Jonas in the corner who is chatting to our friend Kendal Jenner, nothing is happening between them they are just good friends. I watch Karlie quickly disappear into the crowd after handing Allie to me. I glance down as Allie huddles close, not liking the amount of people around and I can't blame her, there are a lot of people in the living room right now and I fear there are more in the kitchen too. "C'mon Allie-gator, let's go get you changed." I say looking into her innocent blue eyes. She says nothing except place her head on my shoulder.

Half an hour later I'm sitting in Allie's nursery with Allie in my arms sound asleep while I rock forwards and backwards thinking about things. I know that people downstairs are here for Allie and for our family but right now what Allie needs is sleep and quiet. I look down at her and the band aid that covers her stitches and it hits me that the noise was probably too much for her when we got home, never the less she is asleep now and a peaceful look crosses her face as her arms hug Mr Tickles while she breathes onto my chest area that is exposed. It feels strange, like someone blowing into your face but it's comforting at the same time. Minutes pass as we sit here and then Kimby rushes into the room. "Taylor, come quick!" she yells waking her niece in the process who cries instantly as Kimby looks guilty. "Oh shit I'm sorry." She state before saying. "Sorry for saying shit too." It makes me laugh as I stand and rock Allie who quietens down before lying her in her crib to sleep. Kimby tells me Karlie is in the lounge and that she will stay with Allie. I smile, thank her and rush downstairs to see everyone looking at me with sad eyes. I ignore it but walk past towards Karlie who is pacing a bit and Selena's words seem to be doing nothing to calm her down. "What's going on?" I ask as Karlie turns and looks at me before facing away. I'm a little hurt but the noise on the T.V distracts me as I turn and watch it, everyone's eyes following me as I see one Cara Delavigne on Ellen and the one thing I manage to catch is Cara acting the victim. "Oh Ellen, I mean what do you do when a hot woman kisses you? Should you turn away? I know I was wrong to kiss Karlie when I knew about Taylor but it was her idea to have sex. She said Taylor would never know because she didn't care..." my ears burn as I turn and look at Karlie who looks scared.

Storming over to her she looks at me in fear, obviously thinking I'm about to slap her or worse. "I didn't..." Karlie starts to say before my look softens and I drag Karlie into a hug. "It's alright. I believe you." I say as I rub Karlie's back to prevent the tears that I know are present from running down her cheeks. I hate it when either Allie or Karlie cry. It makes me feel like I haven't done my job as a mom or a wife very well. "We will make it through this, you can bet on it." I whisper into Karlie's ear as she continues to hug me. As we stand there I feel different hands and arms over my upper body as Karlie and I are hugged by family and friends. I hear my dad say. "To Taylor and Karlie, without you that little girl would be dead." I look at my dad who smiles at me over the faces of everyone hugging me as I smile back but allow the love of friends and family to seep into my skin all the while wondering. 'How will we get rid of Cara Delavigne?'