What I Want

Chapter Thirty Six

May 12th 2015

Taylor's P.O.V

The bumps in the road are doing nothing to improve my mood today. God knows how many times I've snapped at Karlie or scolded Meredith. It was so bad that my mom who is travelling in between her treatments told me to take a nap. Stomping away I caught my mom saying to Karlie. "What killed her spirit?" This made me madder as I felt tears fill my eyes as I yelled back.
"It's my personal time. Leave me alone." My mom instantly looks guilty for saying things about me but I decide that I don't really care and when I reach the newly refurbished bedroom which has a travel safe crib attached to the wall I flop onto the bed. Face in the pillows and I sob, for no reason except for the fact that I'm hormonal. A few minutes pass and then I hear the panel that serves as a door open, expecting my mom I don't move. Then a gentle weight is pressed onto my back and the undeniable scent of flowers fills the room. 'Karlie' my mind automatically thinks. I go to roll over but Karlie shouts. "Wait..." a few seconds later a giggling is heard and I realise that she had sat Allie on top of me. "Okay, you're good." I gently roll and find Karlie standing next to the bed and Allie reaching out for me. Karlie leans her towards me and a smile comes across my face that is mimicked on Karlie's. "Are you okay?" she questions sitting behind me as I hug Allie. I lean backwards onto her chest as she embraces me from behind and rests her chin on my shoulder. "I'm fine." I state but Karlie huffs knowing different. "Okay, I'm hormonal and I'm just getting so anxious. I'm nervous for the first show in Las Vegas but I can't...you know..." I look up at her as she nods.
"..relieve the tension?" she questions. I laugh as Allie looks at us.
"Exactly because of that...code RED." This time Karlie bursts out laughing and hugs me towards me before I take offence and get mad. "Oh baby, I would still do that if you needed me too. Sure it's a different situation than normal but if that's what you need...I'll do it." I turn and look at her in surprise. Usually from what I've read online it's extremely messy. "What?" I question. She huffs and looks at me. "If you need me to I'll do it I mean it's almost finished so why not?" she questions me as I'm taken back. But before I can answer Karlie is up and taking Allie back into her arms before walking out of the bedroom. I can hear her distantly talking to my mom and within five minutes Karlie is back. I stare at her from my spot on the bed. "What?" she questions. But I shake my head not knowing what to say.

Karlie's P.O.V

Taking Allie back from Taylor was almost like trying to take candy from a baby, she kind of pouted but before she could speak I was out and taking Allie back to Andrea. "How is she?" Andrea questioned. I replied. "Stressed." Andrea smiled and looked at Allie who was sitting in her lap.
"Okay, well I'll keep Allie here. You diffuse the stress..." she states in a coy voice as I look at her. "What?" she questions. "That's what you are going to do right?" I nod but am strangely confused at Andrea's choice of words. "Well go on, one stressed pop star awaits you..."
"Andrea..." I whine. "Stop..." she only laughs and takes Allie towards the front of the bus where the sofa area is, since the kitchen is in the middle and the bedrooms and bathroom is at the back. I turn and walk back to Taylor and just stand and admire her. From her blonde hair that is wavy because of her shower before we left this morning, it looks amazing. "What?" I question seeing Taylor stare at me. She shakes her head. "I just can't believe..." I move towards her and as she sits up to kiss me I push her backwards. "Better believe it baby..." I coo. Pressing delicate kisses along her jawline. Her head moves involuntary as she lets me have more access. But I'm careful, I don't want to leave marks, not that she would ever let me leave marks just days before her first North American Tour for '1989'. I move my lips down towards the bottom of her neck to fan out across her collarbone. "Your.collarbones.are.beautiful." I state pecking kisses on them after every kiss. She begins to grow impatient, as it always the case. I let her sit up and she wastes no time in stripping her t-shirt and pulling me back down to her lips. "God I love you." She whispers as I kiss her lips before trailing them down towards her stomach and exposed hips. I go to drag her skirt down but she stops me, "Wait, it has a button." I patiently wait as she searches for it, finally popping it open I quickly slide the skirt down her legs and throw it to the floor. Sitting back I gaze at her as she is exposed in her underwear and bra, both a pale pink they look so pretty. "You ready?" I question. She looks at me then at the bed. "Towels Karlie." I lift myself up and grab a few dark green ones and lie them underneath before I pull her bra off, spending time to massage her breasts and flicking her nipples. "You're perfect." I coo as she moans in appreciation of her nipples. Moving lower I take the edge of her underwear and drag them down, not seeing a pad I look at her questionily. She blushes. "I'm using a tampon." I smirk at her. 'Time for fun' I decide.

I watch her move in anticipation, searching for friction when suddenly I state "I want to start the adoption process today..." her blue eyes, slightly darkened from lust meet mine.
"Really?" she questions. I nod and smile.
"Yeah I really want that." She stays quiet and then all of a sudden her lips press into one of the largest smiles I have ever seen. "God yes, I love you." I lean over and we meet lips once more. "Taylor I love you too." She blushes and I lean down and slowly part her thighs granting me access to the spot I crave the most. I start out slow, leaving the tampon inside and seeing if I can still get her wet. She continues to squirm so I'm guessing that it's working. "You alright?" I question. She looks at me. "So wet." I bend my lips down and expose my teeth as I find the string of the tampon. Glancing at her clenching the duvet below her I smirk and then as slowly as I can I start to pull the string. She begins to moan and all of a sudden she screams. "OH MY GOD, Karlie I'm coming." I lift my eyes to stare at her as she looks at me before the pleasure becomes too much. Falling back against the pillows she comes. With the tampon dislodged I suck on two of my fingers before pressing them into her channel. She shakes and as I flick them in and out she groans and releases once more. I remove my fingers and notice no blood or mess. "That was so hot." I claim before settling down next to her. She turns and looks at me. "Hot, that was amazing." I say nothing but nod my head. I completely agree with her for once.

Less than half an hour later Taylor is curled up wearing sweatpants and a tank top and soundly asleep. I sit up and go out to Andrea who is bottle feeding Allie. We have begun to introduce soft foods like apple sauce and she loved them but it was nearly 1.30pm and it was time for her nap so a bottle was necessary to warm her little belly for her to then sleep. Andrea glanced up as Allie polished off the bottle. "She okay?" Andrea questioned. I nodded and stepped forward to take Allie. She reached for me but her eyes were getting tired. "Sleepy baby," I coo as I walk her back towards the bedroom. Lying her down on the changing mat on the ground because there was no room for a full change table on the bus I quickly change her and her nappy, settling on a short onesie that finished at her hips and domed under her nappy before kissing her cheek and rocking her to sleep. Lying her down in the crib I cover her in her sheet and soft pink blanket before taking the baby monitor and leaving the room. Taylor is still sound asleep and rightfully so due to two major orgasm she experienced. Sitting down to talk to Andrea I discovered that we were less than two hours from Las Vegas but we agreed to let Taylor rest for as long as possible and Allie was like me and would sleep forever if we let her.

I used the time with Andrea well as we began to discuss the wedding and ideas now that I remembered them. I had a question on my mind that I wanted to voice with Andrea so I waited for a lull in the conversation. "Andrea?" I asked she looked at me.
"Yeah Karlie, call me mama too or mom. None of this Andrea business, we know each other too well." I nodded and took a deep breath.  "What would you think if I asked Taylor to get married here in Vegas?" I held my breath for an eternity before turning to Andrea. Her face was scrunched up and it had gone red. 'Oh god, this wasn't how I wanted this to go.' I began to panic, watching her face for more signs. Then she spoke.