What I Want

Chapter Twenty One

Taylor's P.O.V

'I can't believe the turn of events, I honestly thought that our family meant more to Karlie than her career. Maybe she was no different to the rest of them. Sure I'd dated a few but they were all power hungry jerks. Harry was the worst though, leaving me alone on a boat to party it up. I had no one to contact and no one to help me. I spent nearly ten hours alone and I swore that I would never let someone who was power hungry be with me again.' I knew that all of this was insane because Karlie is the sweetest most sincere partner I've ever had but today had shocked me. I know I left her a little broken by telling her that if she leaves she shouldn't come back home. But it was all in the moment. If I could take it all back I would but I can't. "Hey Taylor..." someone's voice broke me from my depressing thoughts. I turned and had a fake smile on my face but it turned real when I saw Allie looking at me, but that wasn't the reason I smiled. I smiled because of the person who was holding her. My best friend, my soul mate and my lover all rolled into one to create the best mom ever. "K-Karlie," I stammered out staring at her. She nodded and handed Allie to her mom.
"Hi baby," was all she said. I looked at her and she met my gaze and all I could see was love.
"Why aren't you at the airport now? You have to go." She shook her head and pulled me into a hug. "I can't leave baby, because our family means the world to me." She pulls back and I gaze up at her. "I love you so much Karlie. Thank-you for staying." I murmured as I pushed myself back into her arms once more. Feeling her kiss the side of my head I hugged her tighter. "I love you too my princess." I smiled and pulled back. Taking Karlie's hand we walked up the block towards her mom who was dealing with a crying Allie but she stopped as soon as she saw me. "Look at that. Who's the favourite now, huh?" Karlie presses as I shove her telling her to be quiet. Taking her from Tracy she instantly quietens to nothing and presses her cute, tiny face into my neck as we continue to look in shop windows while paparazzi respectfully keep their distance.

A few hours later we are standing in the elevator, Allie is crying but I know it's because she is tired. She has been passed back and forward between her Aunts and grandparents all day. "Shush Allie. Mommy's here." I coo to her softly as the tears fall along with the obsessive crying that would annoy you if it wasn't your own child. I look at Karlie who is standing beside me and she pulls me closer and all of a sudden Allie stops crying. I look down and she is falling asleep. "Typical..." I mutter to Karlie who smiles. "It's a shame we have to wake her up to feed and change her huh?" I nod hating the part of waking her when she's finally asleep. The elevator dings and Allie wakes up as Karlie leaves to open the apartment door letting everyone go inside and get comfortable. I glance at the clock. Nearly 4.30pm so my parents will be here at 6.000pm just in time for dinner. "Want me to cook babe?" I ask Karlie while holding Allie. She shakes her head.  "Nah, you go bath and feed her and I'll cook." I smile and place a kiss on her lips. "You're too sweet Swifty." She moans at me before walking off to the kitchen where her parents already are. I go to walk upstairs but Kimmy stops me. "Taylor..." she says and I stop and turn. "Yeah Kimmy?" I question. She looks a bit uncomfortable.
"Can I talk to you about something?" I look at her as she looks down, 'something's wrong' I muse as I smile. "Sure come upstairs while I bath Allie." She looks at her niece and smiles while nodding. A few minutes later in mine and Karlie's bathroom Kimmy jumps onto the vanity while I run warm water for Allie who is kicking whilst lying on the under-floor heated tiles of the bathroom. "So what's up?" I ask her. She looks at me and says, "I might be pregnant Taylor." I turn so fast and am thankful I'm not holding Allie because I would have dropped her. "What? Kimmy are you sure?" she nods and then cries. "I missed a period and my boyfriend and I had sex a month ago." I was a bit shocked because I knew Karlie had grown up in a strict household and Kimmy is only seventeen. "Okay, well, have you taken a test?" I question but she shakes her head. "Okay well we have to do that." I tell her as she nods. "How...how do I uhm?"
"Get one?" I finish for her as she nods. "I'll get you one, I probably have one. But let's get Allie off to bed then we can figure it out okay?" She nods and gets down and helps bath Allie. But I can see the worry on her face. Then it hits me. What am I going to tell Karlie?