-I don't usually do these kind of oneshots. In fact, it's my first time making Levi a woman LOL. Anyway, I know most of my readers are female, and if you are, just imagine you are a man. Thank you for requesting and I hope this was tolerable LOL.
Captain Levi, short for Leviana.(LOL DO NOT JUDGE ME. "LEVI" MAKES IT HARD FOR PEOPLE TO IMAGINE HIM AS A WOMAN.) was one of the strongest women in the Survey Corps. Nobody compared to her, not even Mikasa. She was a known prodigy amongst the whole entire branch of organizations. Everybody knew not to mess with her. No-one dared to compare her to any man, because they all knew that she could well enough be better than 10 men combined. There were rumors about Captain Levi being unusually close to Captain Erwin, but those quickly died down in fear of them finding out what their soldiers were saying behind their backs.
You've seen her beat up more than enough people to know that you had to stay obedient and calm. You weren't like Eren, whom she beat up the most out of everybody. Armin was one of your close friends, mainly because you both shared similar interests in the outside world. You've read plenty of the old scrolls and books in your life. However, you had one goal which lead you to join the survey corps, and that was to be free, and if that meant having to learn to kill all of them, you were just as determined as Eren to do so. In fact, you were pretty high in titan kills yourself, which no-one really cared about. You were always the minority, you knew deep down that even Armin did not care for you as much as he cared for his own personal friends. To be brutally honest with yourself, you were alone. If you were to get eaten, no-one would miss you, and that was kind of disheartening.
You rub a rag along the 3DMG blades as you try your best to get rid of the blood stains left on them. Most of the blood evaporated a while ago, but Captain Levi had ordered that you clean them spotlessly. You knew that if you were to mess up, your face would be in jeopardy. After you finally finish, you wipe your sweaty brow as you begin to stack them before standing up. You quickly stretch your aching back and walk back into the building in search of your advisor.
"Cadet." You hear an intimidating voice behind you to see Levi standing behind you with her arms crossed across her chest with an expectant face. You salute and cannot help but look down due to her height. Her eyebrows scrunch up as she runs her slender finger along the blade before rubbing them together with a judgmental glance at you. You quickly avert your eyes in hope that she doesn't send you back to the barracks to redo them. "Good job." She nods as she moves along on her way.
You let out a sigh of relief as you set down the heavy blades in their storage rooms. It was getting pretty late, so you head back to your dorm which was bombarded by noisy shouts and hollers. Jean and Eren were fighting again, and Connie was giving everybody wedgies that you gracefully avoided. Sometimes, you wondered if any of you were going to make it out alive at this state. You open your notebook and begin to write your daily diary entry in silence. Eventually, everyone settles down and you are left with a small candle burning late through the night. Indeed,you were tired. Yet you had so many things to document. Just in case you did die tomorrow, you wanted every important thought written and preserved on paper. At least that way, people would remember you. You scribble the last few words before settling down to sleep yourself. The last thought you had before you drifted off to sleep was if anybody would notice your death at all.
You died a few days later during a important mission outside of the wall which had failed yet again. A titan had caught you when you tried to save a fellow comrade from dying. Surprisingly enough, everybody noticed your lost presence. Things felt strange and depressing without your silent presence. It would have been heavily ironic, because you were indeed ignored most of the time you were alive. However, there was one person that missed you the most; someone you had least expected to care.
When the rest of the cadets were out doing yard work and cleaning, Captain Levi had taken this opportunity to enter the men's dorm. She had one job, and that was to gather your property and bury with along with the other corpses that made it back behind the walls. You never really had anything valuable, but a small notebook caught her eye. She was a bit hesitant to open it, but did it all the same. Page after page, everything was beautifully written. It was like she could see through your thoughts and heart from a series of entries. She was finally able to understand your loneliness, and your death was partially suicide.
Her fingers crumple the edge of the paper as she feels a pang of dismay and pain run through her body; starting at the heart. She quickly shoves all your things in a bag and slams the door shut without a single word.
-Later on that day-
"Hey..did you feel like something was up with Captain Levi?"
"Yeah! She was like super quiet for once."
"Do you think she had been crying? Her eyes were super red."
"Nah...Captain Levi CRYING?! Don't be fucking stupid."
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His Little Brat. {Levi x Reader}
Fanfiction"The only thing we're allowed to do is to believe that we won't regret the choice we made." -Levi Ackerman (Attack on Titan) ♡An onesho...