Chapter 10

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Anna's pov://

I woke up laying on Cameron who was sound asleep. I quietly got up and went to my room to take a shower. After I showered, I put on sweatpants capris and a t-shirt and threw my hair in a messy bun. I feel awful about the Nash thing. I really have to tell Hayes. I wrote a note for Cam saying I was going to Hayes's house and stuck it on his phone. I grabbed my phone,keys, and slipped on some shoes and drove to the Grier house.

I arrived and nervously knocked on the door. The door opened revealing Nash whose face lit up when he saw me.

"Um is Hayes here?" I asked looking at my shoes.

"No. No ones here actually. Come in." He said and moved over.

I walked in bit avoided eye contact. We sat on the couch.

"What's wrong?" He asked moving close to me. I scooted away.

"I have to tell Hayes. I can't take it anymore it's killing me." I said sighing.

"What! No! He'll kill me!" He said shocked. "He'll be heartbroken."

"I know, but he deserves to know. It would be worse when he finds out. I have to when will he be home?" I asked fiddling with my thumbs.

He sighed." About an hour. There is something I have to tell you though." He paused. "I'm leaving for Magcon tomorrow. For 2 months. Hayes isn't going because of football, but I'm gonna miss you." He said and I looked up. He looked genuinely hurt.

"I'm gonna miss you too. I have to tell Hayes. I have to tell him and figure thing out. I'm jut so confused right now." I said looking into his bright blue eyes.

He stayed silent. "So I guess this is goodbye." He said looking crushed.

I simply nodded. He pulled me into a warm hug. I love his hugs. We pulled away and I sat there looking into his eyes.he leaned in an pressed his lips against mine. This time gently and sweetly. I kissed back knowing this would most likely be the last one. He wrapped his arms around my waist and mine around his neck. We kissed for a good while and pulled away out of breath. He had his forehead agonist mine. I loved that kiss. It was amazing. But this has to end.

"I guess I'm gonna go upstairs and wait for Hayes to murder me." He said before kissing my forehead and hugging me tightly. "I love you." He whispered before quickly getting up and racing upstairs leaving me to contemplate how to tell Hayes.

It's all too much. Tears were running down my face when I heard the front door click open and Hayes walked in with multiple school books. I guess he was studying or something.

"Hey A- babe what's wrong?" He asked and I stood up. He tried to hug me but I stepped back.

"I'm so sorry." I managed to get out still crying.

"What do you mean? For what?" He asked confused.

"I- it's a long story but it's important." I said looking anywhere but his eyes.

He looked confused but sat down on the couch as I did.

"Well-" I explained to him everything that happened except for today. By the end I was sobbing and all I could manage to say was 'I'm so sorry'.

"What! How could you! My brother!" He started and stood up tears brimming his eyes as he stood up. I stood up also. "How could I be so stupid? Everyone at school said how you were just a slut and wouldn't actually love me! I guess they were right! To think the hottest most popular girl in school would actually like me! I'm just a nobody!" He said his hands in fist.

"Hayes. I do. I love you. I really do. Your not a nobody! You mean everything to me!" I sobbed.

"Obviously not. Leave!" He said his jaw clenched.

"Hayes I really do love you. I can't leave. Please I love you." I said quietly.

He glared at me and then looked up the stairs and jolted up them sprinting to Nash's room and barging through the door. I raced after him as fast as I could. By the time I got here he was yelling.

"How could you! He only girl I ever loved! You had to take her from me! This is your fault!" Hayes yelled before throwing a punch right to Nash's jaw knocking him over.

He got on top of him and kept punching him. Nash didn't even fight back.

"No stop! Please stop!" I yelled running to them and tried to pull Hayes off.

He jerked causing me to fall to the side. I hit my forehead on the corner of the desk and it was a sharp pain. Things were blurry, but I had to stop this.

"Hayes stop!" I begged crawling over to Nash and blocking him right before Hayes was about the throw another punch. His eyes widened and he stopped.

"Oh my god! Anna your head! I-I'm sorry!" He said a tear streaming down his face.

Everything was fuzzy and his words came in slow motion.

"Anna! Anna!" He yelled before everything went black.

Suddenly I could see everything again. I was right beside Nash and Hayes was sitting right beside me with his face tear stained.

"Anna! I'm sorry! I didn't mean to!" He said worriedly.

"Look at what you did to him!" I yelled looking at Nash who was sitting there with his lip and nose bleeding and bruises forming on his face. His right eye was swelling up already.

I grabbed Nash and dragged him to the bathroom and started cleaning his cuts. He winced but I don't stop. After everything was cleaned up I brought him an ice pack and put it on his eye.

"Thank you." He said quietly.

"I think you should get some sleep Nash." I said looking down.

He nodded and went into his room and closed the door. I stood there with so many emotions. Guilt. Anger. Sadness. Confusion. I looked up and saw another figure in the mirror.

"I'm sorry." Hayes said.

I couldn't say anything. I couldn't look in his eyes. I saw his knuckles bleeding. I grabbed his wrists and pulled him to the sink and ran water over them. I then put Neosporin  on them and bandaged them. I finished wrapping the last hand ad looked up at him finally.

"I'm sorry." Was all I said.

"I forgive you. At least you told me. That means you actually cared about my feelings enough." He said and smiled weakly.

A tear slipped from my eye and rolled down my cheek. He wiped it away with his thumb and pulled me into a hug.

"Sh. It's okay. Everything's okay." He cooed.

I pulled away. "No it's not. I hurt you and Nash it's all my fault. I always ruin everything!" I said stressfully.

"No you don't. You made my life so much better. You put a smile on my face every time I see you. You are my world. I love you. I can't be without you. Can we just forget about it?" He said holding both my hands.

I was astonished. His eyes were sincere and full of regret. I nodded and he pulled me into a hug.

"I love you too." I whispered while he rubbed circles on my back.

I have the most amazing guy on the planet and I almost lost him. How am I so stupid?

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