I leave my own wedding. I get into my car and start it. I see Nash and Hayes running out with the kids, even Cody. My baby Cody. I cry and drive away.
I don't know where I was going, somewhere where I wouldn't have to see these people for a while. That meant not seeing my kids anymore. I couldn't think anymore. I turned up the radio and the song made me cry even more.
It was a song about love. I wanted that but I clearly didn't get it anymore. God why did Cameron have to ruin this for me?
I keep driving, I find myself on the highway. Cars are speeding past me. I speed past them. I feel like I'm in a race with them. They sped up, I sped up.
I looked over at the car. They had a scared look on their face. I shook it off and looked back at the road.
I started to think about my kids and what they were doing. I visioned us back when we had a small holiday in Hawaii for the twins 4th birthday. We were running along the beach and Holly found a small crab. She chased us with it. Hayes fell on top of me and we made out for a little then the kids jumped on us. That was a good family memory.
As I looked back on the road I saw familiar brown hair. Holly?! I slam on my brakes and the car goes flying. Everything goes in slow motion and all at once. I see the glass shattering, flames starting, blood everywhere. Then I visit the same place I was 5 years ago.
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My friend, My Bully, My lover. | Hayes Grier |
FanfictionWhen I was little, I moved next to a boy called Hayes Grier. We were super good friends. We went to school together and he was always there for me. That changed in middle school. He turned his back on me and began to bully me. He'd punch and hit me...