Desire

23

2 months earlier

Harrys POV

As I sit on the couch, staring at the tv, my phone rings. Its Skyler, I bet she wants more of me. I answer, "hey slut" she fake laughs on the phone and I know she rolled her eyes.

"So Im at this party, and you know that girl thats hanging around you all the time? Well Josh, and the rest of my friends think shes falling for you. And you are too. Prove your not Styles. You seem to be going soft. Fuck around with her. We will pay you 600 dollars and get your ass to this party." She laughs and hangs up and I scuff at my phone. Really? I am not going soft. Fuck nnooo.

I huff and I stare at the tv. Who the fuck does she think she is? She always fucking finds a way to tick me off. Ill show them, Ill show the real me, the asshole side of me. Ill fuck with her. I mean she doesnt mean shit to me. I dont care if I hurt her.

Present day

I walk into the frat house hurridly, looking around. I see everyone huddled by the couch. "Where is he? Is he ok?!" I shout looking panicy, I assume.

"Who? What are you talking about?" Zayn says. Everyone looks stupid at me, "where is Niall?!" "In his room? Hes fine?" Louis says "what is-" I didnt let him finish and I rush up the stairs to his room and I open it without knocking. He is there on the bed, watching tv.

"What the fuck!?!" Niall looks shocked and surprised by my state of being. "Whats wrong Haz?" "Skyler said you were hurt? Badly....why would...." then it dawned on me. She did this purposley.

As I turn back around, I here Niall call after me but I continue to my room, going in and I huff when I see her on the bed.

"You are a little bitch!" I shout at her "your just fucking jealous and cant stand her stealing your spot!" I yell towards her and she looks shocked. She places her hand on her chest "Harry stop yelling at me!!" She defends herself. I roll my eyes and I grab a few things before leaving the room.

She rushes after me and tugs at my arm. "Harry please, I need you. Pleaseee" she begs and I yank her hand from my arm as I decend the stairs.

She follows close behind as I head to the door. Stepping outside, the wind and snow blow around. I scoff and I head to my car and I get in and I head back to Sam's mothers house. I think shull really hate me this time. I shouldnt even care but fuck I really do. I dont know whats happening to me.

Hell yes I do. I smile each time she pops in my head or I swoon over the way she smells sweet like strawberrys or the way she looks when she cries, so angelic. I shake my head and focus on the long drive back. I hope she forgives me.

I cant believe I fell for it, I grip the sterring wheel and I head on the highway.

Sam's POV

I managed to get up after a hour and I cleaned myself up and I grabbed my keys and went out. And so here I sit at the bar with a glass of Vodka in front of me. Its my third one.....no......my fourth? I laugh as people stare at me. I Don't even know what glasss Im on.

I start to get hiccups as I down the rest of the glass. Ive started to cry but people dont care. "Yo Harry! Over here!!" a guy yells and I tense up and I slowly turn and I see a middle aged guy and I relax, its not my Harry. His name sickens me. I scoff and I ask for another and the bartender lady gives me a simapthetic look. "Same thing sugar?" I nod and I squint my eyes " make that with 2 shots of Tequilla" I hold my finger up and she sighs and nods.

I open my phone up and their displayed is the hateful and sickening messages Harry has sent me.

Im not really sure how long Ive been here but Ive done told Alice? Is her name? Jade? I dont know. But she told me to get him out of my life and that I dont need him. And I broke down even more.