Desire

4

I get out of the car and find the place packed. I get inside and instantly handed a drink. I put it down looking for anyone I know. I see that Niall found himself a play toy, hes making out with her on the couch gropping her ass. I look away and walk into the kitchen then back into the family room.

My phone starts to ring and its my mother. I groan and decline the call. All she is going to do is scold me about my homework and if I went to any parties, well look I am at one now.

I bump into someone and turn and find Harry staring down at me. I smile "hey" he smiles slightly and mumbles a hey back. He hands me a cup of liqiour and I groan and I take a drink. I gag at the taste. Not what I wanted to taste.

"Do you wanna go up stairs?" He asks taking my hand in his. His hands are much larger in mine but our fingers lace perfectly together.

I nod and he quickly takes me up the stairs in the same bedroom I saw him go into the last time I was here.

I look around as he closes the door behind us. He walks towards me and stops feet away from me.

He places his hands on my hips and my body tingles from his touch. His eyes are a different type of green. A beautiful green. His face inches closer to mine and he move his hand to my face cupping my cheek. His eyes move from my eyes to my lips.

Our faces are so close our noses are touching. Our lips crash together and my stomach flutters.

He backs me up to the bed and he kisses at my neck. What is happening? Should I stop him?

He takes off his shirt and his hair falls over his face. Tattoos cover his chest and i bite my lip looking up and down his arms and chest.

I shake my head. No. "Harry, I cant do this" I breathe out as he unzips my pants sliding them down. I feel his fingers rub up against my clit. My eyes close and I lay my head back.

I open my eyes to find him watch me and he slowly slips off my underwear and sits me down taking off my top. We start kissing again. His lips so soft and his breathe so minty.

His hands find his way to my bra clasp and takes off my bra throwing it to the floor. His lips move to my neck sucking and biting lightly at my skin. He then lays me back and kisses at my chest to my breasts.

I gasp as he cups one and kisses the other. His hair tickles on my skin and I smile slightly and close my eyes. I hear something torn open and I open my eyes and see him roll a condom onto himself.

He has hunger writen all over his face and I spread my legs open. I close my eyes and wait. I only had sex one other time and that was my first time. It was last year at my ex boyfriends. You wont know pain until you have felt that.

And sex isnt something to be so embarassed about, or feel weird about. Once your use to it, its normal to you. Im not saying sex should be a daily thing, but it isnt a bad thing. Its another type of affection for someone, or some type of love.

He comes between my legs and I open my eyes to see him stare down at me. "You are so fucking hot" he says as I feel his tip press to my entrance. I bite my lip. "And you are too" I mumble blushing and he smirks and kisses at my neck as he slides in.

His size filling me up and I moan softly and he thrusts quickly and with every thrust he slams himself into me. Our hips colliding. I whimper and moan softly.

I feel him suck at my neck rather hard and him griping my waist to gain more speed.

After a few minutes I hit my high and collapse and still feel him thrust hard and fast into me and his pace slows and he pulls out laying next to me taking off the condom throwing it into the garbage.

I look at him and his forhead is drentched with sweat and he moves his hair from his forehead. He looks at me and sighs. "I hope this didnt mean anything to you. I do this often" Pain washes over me. Oh thats right, he does this all the time. It didnt mean anything to him.

I sit up and get my clothes and I put on my bra and underwear quickly and the rest of my clothes. "Right" my voice cracks and I shake the bad thoughts away and I look up at him and see hes putting on his boxer briefs.

I smile a weak smile and nod. "Well I had um fun...." I open the door carrying my shoes in my hand. He nods and I walk out of the room feeling used and disgusted. How could he do this.

How could he be this disgusting utterly negative person. I scoff amd make my way down stairs and I go straight to the kitchen pouring myself a drink.

A guy walks in. His eyes a beautiful sea blue, His hair all messed up but perfect in its own way. He smiles at me and pours himself a drink as I chug mine down gaging at the taste.

"Woah slow down love" his accent is beautiful. I put my cup down and chuckle. "Well I just made a bad mistake, I deserve a drink." Im trying not to sound so harsh.

"Oh I see" he leans against the counter and his tattoos catching my eye. Theirs a massive dear with a heart between its antleirs, I wonder what it means.

"Whats your name love?" he looks at me and I almost fall but catch myself. "Uhh my name?" He nods and smiles. "Sam" I stand up straight "Sam Widowshin."

He looks around and at me. "Well hello Sam, Im Louis Tomlinson" he smiles so sweetly. "Are you like him to?" I say without thinking and cover my mouth. "Like who?" I shake my head. "Nobody" I state. Well its time to have some fun.

I drink the rest of my drink and tug him out of the kitchen and into the crowd. After that I dont remember a thing.