My Biggest Secret (Completed)

Chapter 32

My Biggest Secret Chapter 32

Jenny's POV:

After that dream, or I should say nightmare, I couldn't go back to sleep. I just kept thinking about Daniela. I mean she had the last name as Dially's but that could just be a coincidence.

I mean she physically looked like an older version of Dially. Daniela also talked about how she had a daughter. She said she was old but I'm thinking that she barely left the house.

I don't know anymore maybe I could talk to her more about this over lunch. I look out the window and I see the sun barely coming over. I guess it's morning already. I know I probably look horrible so I should take a shower.

I go into the bathroom and I start to strip down. I look at the mirror and I can see every scar that he had made on my body. I know that these would heal over time but the ones that are hidden might not. I shiver as I could feel him touching me.

I traced this long scar that when from the top of my stomach to the bottom. I hear a whipping noise and I turned around scared. I took a deep breathe reminding myself that I'm safe now and not with him....

I step into the shower and I set the water to the right temperature. I step into the water smiling as I felt the nice cool water land on my skin. I just stand in the water for a cool ten minutes before I start to put shampoo in my hair.

After the shower I get out and dry myself off. I look back once in the mirror seeing some of my older scans had fallen off. I softly touch my skin. I just shake my head and I head for my suit case. I pull out a white t-shirt, black jeans, and my blue hoodie.

I put on the clothes and sighed happily being in my hoodie. I look in the backpack to see the wig that I wore when I was pretending to be Jonathan. I put the wig back in the bag as I don't want to wear it yet. My stomach growled and I moaned knowing it would take them a while for them to wake up.

I get my phone and I messaged somebody if they were awake. They quickly replied with a yeah and why. I told them I was hungry and hoped they would come with me to get breakfast. They said okay and to meet them at the lobby. I grab my bag and I headed down their.

I reached the lobby and I sat on one of the sofas they had there. I pulled my knees to my chest as I feel uncomfortable being alone right now. I heard the song of the elevator and I smile at who steps out. Moo smiles back and he walks towards me.

I get up and I pull him in for a hug. He stiffens a bit and then he slowly wrap his arms around me returning the hug. I took a deep breathe and then let our a shaky sob as I finally feel safe with him around. He pulls away to look at my face.

He frowns softly and I feel his hands come to my face. I flinch a bit at the touch but I let him do what he was going to do. He wipes my cheek taking away the fallen tears. I pulled him back into the hug and just put my face in his shirt. We stayed like that for what seems like an eternity until I heard my stomach growl.

"So let's eat," I said making him laugh.

"Of course just pick whatever restaurant you want," he said as we walked to the entrance.

"IHOP," I questioned and he nod.

We walked to the nearest IHOP which was pretty much a ten minute walk. We entered and I was glad to say there was no morning rush that day. We were quickly led to a table and they gave us our menus. I already know what.

"So Jenny what made you awake this early in the morning," he asked as I check the time on the wall.

6:30.....

"I could ask you the same question," I said making him chuckle.

"Well I could blame the jet lag but I really have no answer to that," he said making me smile.

"Well I just had a nightmare is all," I said softly making him nod his head.

"I'm sorry," he said and I shook my head.

"Please don't give me any pity. I don't want pity remember I'm still Delirious," I said as it brought me back to the nightmare.

"You probably got stared like that a lot then," he said and I nod.

"Hello guys my name is Alfonso and I'll be you're waiter for today can I get you any drinks first," he said and looked at me.

I feel very uncomfortable with his stare and I think Brock took notice of it.

"Well actually you wouldn't mind switching with the girl. My friend went through a rough time," he said making Alfonso look at him strangely.

"Uh sure Jessica can you wait this table," he called out making her turn to us.

"Yeah sure," she replied and swiftly walked over to our table.

"Hello as you probably heard my name is Jessica and I'll be you're waitress this morning can I take you're order," she said.

I ordered a splashberry and a five stack pancakes and Brock just go the same. She said she would be back with out drinks and left to put the order in.

"Thanks Brock for doing that," I said making him hum.

"I can see you were uncomfortable with guys in general so I had too," he said and I smiled.

"But still thank you," I said as Jessica comes back with our drinks.

We pretty much had small talk from there. I asked him about my channel and he said that Luke was taking care of it. He posted the videos that I had recorded for Pax and then posted that I was taking some time off and will return when I feel like it.

I smiled at how thoughtful he was and I knew I had a big day of recording to do. But as I think about it I can do two options I can reveal to my fan base that I am a girl or continue to be Jonathan. I think about it as our food come to the table. This is going to be hard.

Sorry guys for these random updates but I've been having writers block a lot. It's like I already planned the ending but I just can't think of anything in between. God damn you writers block.

Also do you like these detailed chapters of Jenny's thoughts. If you don't I'll cut down a bit but it's basically what I'm rolling off from. So yeah.

Update also I'm really sick I guess. I wake up from nightmares ever since I gave my dream catcher bracelet to my niece. I've been very exhausted and just tired to update or do anything. Sorry but

With lots of love 💛

Dially

Brofish

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