** My Last Downfall

-- 28 [In-love]

''He was in a coma for a year and until now he hasn't wakes up. Maybe it happens because of the accident. But for now there's a small chance that he'll wake up.''

That's what the doctor said. I was ecstatically happy when I found him but then again when I saw him lying on the bed. 'Comatose siya ineng. Nung nakita kasi namin siya ng asawa ko wala siyang malay at puro dugo. Gustuhin man naming dalhin siya sa hospital ay malayo. Mabuti na lang dating mangagamot ang aking asawa. Isang taon na siyang ganyan. Wala naman kasi kaming mahanap na kahit anong I.d sakanya. Kaya inalagaan na lang namin siya dito at naghihintay ng maghahanap sakanya.'

That was the old lady who took care of him said to me. I end up crying again seeing him in that state. The first thing I did was hugged him so tight kahit na alam kung hindi niya ako yayakapin pabalik. He was in a comatose. But I'm still glad that he didn't die. Na hindi totoo iyong hinala nila na patay na siya. Nagpasalamat ako ng sobra sa mga taong nag-alaga sakanya. I wanted to help them too. Idinala kagaad namin siya sa pribadong hospital sa manila and his parents flew back here from Paris. They wanted to stay pero sinabi ko na magpahinga muna sila kasi gusto kong ako muna ang magbabantay sakanya. I miss him so much especially his smile and his jokes.

''Prime... You'll wake up right?'' I was holding his hand the whole time. Umiiyak nanaman ako. Ang hirap kasi eh... Because of me nandito siya sa sitwasyon na ganito. I'll wait for him to wake up even if it takes forever. Hihintayin ko.

''Hindi ako bibitaw Prime. Kagaya ng hindi mo pag bitaw sa akin noon. I will always be here by your side.'' Bulong ko sakanya. Sabi nila kahit comatose maririnig ka parin nila. Pinupunasan ko yung kamay niya. I miss him so much. Sometimes I wish n asana ako na lang iyong nakaratay dyan ngayon. Because he doesn't deserve it. It was my fault.

I was playing his fingers the way he used to do with my fingers. Hindi ko alam na nakuha ko na pala yung mannerism niyang ganun. Kahit wala akong pahinga at tulog parang okay lang sa akin kasi kasama ko na siya ngayon. All I need was him... No one else mattered. 11 pm na ng gabi. I'll stay here.

Biglang bumukas iyong pinto at inuluwa non si Gavin. Seryoso yung mukha niya naka white shirt siya sa loob at nakaleather jacket tapos ripped pants. Kagagaling lang siguro sa gig. Lumapit siya kabilang parte ng kama ni Prime.

''You should rest.'' He said while looking at me. I shook my head. Ayoko. I'm afraid to go home. What if he wakes up and I wasn't there? Or what if something happens to him?

''I'm staying here Gav.'' I replied.

''Bakit ang tigas ng ulo mo?'' He hissed at me. I weakly smiled at him. I understand him. He's my brother and he's damn worried. I'm aware that I'm stubborn as of the moment. But I needed this. I can't fall apart now because Prime needs me to be strong for him right now. He'd been my sole of strength since the moment I met him.