Fall ~ Harry Styles

Chapter 14

Harry's POV:

I felt awful. I just let her leave like that, I shouted at the only good thing in my life. I'd ruined everything. Like always. I never usually cried at these things, because 'crying isn't manly'. Note the sarcasm that I didn't care. Scar was my everything. I let the tears fall down my cheeks as they began to fill my eyes. My vision blurred in an instant as my sobs began to get louder. I held my face in my hands as I sat on the sofa. I was almost angry at myself for becoming so over protective. I gripped my hair in my hands and brushed the brown mess away from my face. I could only imagine how Scar felt but I knew that I felt ten times worse. I couldn't even bring myself to move. I could almost feel the pain and heartbreak in my chest as my breath hitched in short gasps.

It was five hours since Scar had left to go meet Dan and I had somehow managed to drag myself to my bedroom where I flopped down and spread out on the bed. I hadn't eaten all day. I was just lying there thinking about it all. I reached over to my phone to check the time to see numerous calls from an 'unknown number'. The list of these persons calls was endless. Whoever they were, they obviously needed to talk to me. But since the number was unknown it wouldn't let me call back and I had to wait until they called again.

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I woke up almost expecting it to be a horrible dream. I turned over to find the bed empty and the tears began to fill my eyes as I realised it wasn't a dream at all. This was all very real. And I hated it so much. I needed to apologise to my baby. Scar, I needed her back. My phone was on charge so I yanked the wire out and called her mobile. Answer phone. Oh god, her voice on this just made me cry even more...

"Hey it's Scarlett; I'm not available at the moment but leave me a message and I'll try and get back to you... if I can... or if I like you... I'm kidding..." she laughed, Oh god I loved her laugh so much "...But, yeah leave a message after the beep!" Her beautiful voice stopped and then the beep came. I had no idea what to say. Instead I started sobbing after hearing her.

"Scar, I'm sorry and I love you... and everything's gonna be alright, I promise!" I cried in-between sobs. "I just wanted to let you know I love you so please call me back princess, I miss you and I wish we had never argued and I hate myself for hurting you but I promise I'll try to make it better and never do it again" I sniffed and left a long pause... "I love you Scar..." and put the phone down.

I lobbed the phone across the room and it hit the wall. I stood and stared at it, anger flooding through me... she'd left because I stupidly decided to be dick of the year.

*Bring Bring*

"Scar?" I asked in hope as I answered the ringing device quickly.

"No, this is London Bridge Hospital." A sophisticated sounding woman said into the receiver.

"Oh, Hello." I said in confusion.

"We're calling to inform you that Scarlett Kimber has been in a car accident and as we understand her parents live in America, they gave us your details to call you, as her partner." The woman continued. My mouth dropped, and after that my mind went blank. Scar was in a car accident. I had hundreds of questions flying around my mind at this point.

"How is she?!" I shouted interrupting the woman.

"Well, it'd be easier for you if you came into the hospital as soon as you can." The woman replied making me worry even more. I swear my adrenaline kicked in that second.

"I'm coming in now." I replied and ended the call. I shoved the phone into my pocket.

I ran outside to my black Range Rover and dived into the car, put my keys in the engine and started as fast as I could to the hospital. I skipped every red light not caring about the fine I would receive in a few weeks. I only worried about Scar; she was the only thing on my mind right now. I got beeped a few times by other drives to who I ignored and continued driving at full speed.