hard choices // l.h

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i rolled over to see if luke was still laying next to me. turnes out he wasnt. which made my heart throb a little. i hate when people leave me when i take naps with them. they always do it too. i groaned quietly then got out of lukes bunk. michael and ashton were sleeping in their bunks too. i smiled slightly at the slight snores that were escaping micheal's mouth.

i tiptoed to the back of the bus, which where i guessed luke was probably playing fifa or his guitar. i smirked at the thought then i entered the back room. calum and luke were playing fifa. see? told ya. lukes face brightened up when he saw me. i smiled then sat on his lap.
he kissed my neck then returned his focus to his soccer playing skills.

i giggled then glanced briefly at calum, who had a clenched jaw with his brows furrowed. i rolled my eyes slightly then kept my eye on the split screened tv in front of me. calum coughed purposly then i had had enough. hes acting like a 3rd grader. i sighed then got up to leave. "where you going babe?" luke asked in a pouting voice. "im gonna get a snack ill be back love." i smiled then walked out, slowly and quietly shutting the door behing me.

as i made my way to the front of the bus where the fridge was located, i herd footsteps comming close to the door behind me. before i could think to who it was, calum burst open the door then absentmindedly shut it without looking ahead of him which is where i was. i groaned slightly then returned to make my way to the fridge.

"please let me talk to you." he whispered desperatly. which was surprising, because from the attitude he was giving me in the lounge area, he seemed like he hated me. "you sound desperate." i scoffed as i rumaged through the fridge. "because i am." he said into my ear quietly as he came up and shut the fridge so my attention was on him. "can you please stop being a dick for once and just leave me alone?" i asked rather loudly.

calum laughed. "whats so funny calum? its true! why wont you leave me alone?!" i whisper screamed at him as i got in his face slightly. "nothing its just you're kinda cute when your mad." calum smirked evily. im about to throw him out the fucking window. i rolled my eyes then went in lukes bunk for some privacy  from douche bag here.

"yeah okay evelyn. go hide away in lukes bunk." calum snickered. i want to get off this bus right now. but deep down i know that if i cant take being with calum for 6 months, this isnt gonna work at all. so i guess i have to deal with his stupid attitude. i sighed then rolled over so i faced the opening of the bunk.

i saw ashton on his phone as he probably scrolled through twitter or something. then he put it down and glanced my way. he caught me staring at him then he chuckled in a low sleepy tone. "i thought you had a boyfriend?" ashton asked sarcastically as he rolled over to meet my eyes as well. chuckled then looked at him again.

"did you um.. hear me and calum..?" i asked quietly hopeing he didnt. ashtons face went blank then he started to look at hia non-interesting fingers as i sat there waiting for an answer. he looked back up at me to check if i was still searching his face for an answer. which i was. he laughed nervously then looked at me once more. "yeah a little.." he admitted. suddenly i could feel my face deepen with color. great...

i sighed then rubbed my face in agony. "well sorry about that." i bit my lip then looked back at his smiling face. "why are you smiling?" i giggled. ashton hid his face behind his deep sea blue blanket then looked at me again with a reddend smile on his precious face. "because i know something you dont.." he whispered. suddenly i was determined to find out what ashton knew.

"okay if you dont tell me im gonna hide your drum sticks." i threatened. "nooo okay okay ill tell you later.." he whined. "nope you have to tell me right now." i stated anxiously.

"fine.. jeez girl. well calum sorta kinda loves you.." he whispered then looked up and bit his lip. to be honest i wasnt that surprised. well sorta. eh, not really. he is a pervert though. hes such a douche to me though? i scoffed then shook my head. "its true! ask michael!" ashton said loudly, so he could prove his point.

"ask me what?" michael asked with a tired voice escaping his lips. "nothing." i breathed. "you're dreaming go back to sleep." i added with a smirk. i doubt he believed me. i herd a high pitched giggle from ashton next to me as he got up to get a water bottle.

"oh okay.." michael dozed off. i cracked up laughing so hard. hes such a dork. actually, im such a dork.. "guyssss!" luke whined really loud as he entered the middle of the bus where we all were located. "can we do something?? im bored of calum beating me in fifa." he pouted as he took a seat next to me on his bed.

i tried my best to avoid calums glares and stares. i knew he was looking at me. now it bothered me. he likes me? what is this middleschool? hes so mean though? well sometimes hes all ronchy, then hes a complete asshole, then hes all smart ass.

"lets play a game." ashton suggested as he walked into the bunk area where we were with a bottle of cold water in his hand. "okay but what game?" luke asked as he played with my hand. "how about something like truth or dare?" i suggested. "dirty truth or dare.." calum said as he planted an evil grin on his chisled face. "im in!" michael yelled as he finally got down from his bunk and sat down on the floor with a blanket wrapped around his body.

luke looked at me suspiciously with a smile that said 'do you want to? or is this babyish?' i smiled then shrugged. "okay then. uhh ashton you start." calum clapped once he spoke, obviously excited.

"um okay? umm michael, truth or dare?"

"dare." he evily smiled and looked at me. no clue why but i just smiled and shook it off.

"okay, i dare you to kiss lukes nose." ashton said randomly. i almost died cackling as i shot luke a glance. his face was flustered but still he held a smile full of shame.

"come on lukey poo. get over here." michael gushed at luke to annoy him. luke groaned then slowly leaned over to michael's duck lips. luke cringed then clamped his eyes shut which made his nose crinkle in the most adorable way
possible. my heart warmed up to his reaction.

michael kissed lukes nose with a quick peck and leant back with a please smile on his pink face. the cuteness is over whelming in this room right now. i was on the floor laughing along with ashton. calum was holding his stomach as he bellowed silent sobs of laughter.

it was so late and we were all somewhat tired so this was gonna be a fun game.

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to be continued.. MWAhAhA
mucch love guys xo