You Can't Save Me..

Chapter 6

After a couple days, I've got the schedule down. My classes are pretty hard, but they aren't to bad.

1st AP Biology
2nd Advanced Forensic Science
3rd Spanish 3
4th Pre-Calculus/ Trigonometry
5th AP English
6th World History
7th Chemistry 2

I'm starting to get settled in here. Everyone's rooms are unpacked and I have everything set up. I really miss my sisters and Jake. It's only been a couple days, but I miss the hell out of them.

I call them everyday to talk, but the time difference sucks monkey balls. They'll be here soon though.

I haven't seen much of my mother since we got here. She's been at work or drunk or out with some guy. I don't care though. I'd rather be alone than spend my time with her anyway.

Luke is pretty great to. He makes me happy, but he's kinda touchy-feely. I haven't decided if it makes me feel uncomfortable or if I like it though.

Maybe it's a little of both. I like the tingly feeling it leaves in my stomach when he rests his hand on my thigh. And his soft fingers on my hands when he plays with my fingers. I love it, but it's all new to me.

I haven't talked to Calum and Micheal to much yet. They seem cool, but whenever everyone hangs out they always go off on their own. Call me crazy, but I got some major Malum feels.

Megan and Ashton are super sweet though. Megan has been a great friend. Always gossiping with me and teasing me about Luke because 'soon we are gonna get together and make pretty babies.' I laugh everytime and tell her it's never gonna happen.

Ashton seems kind of shy, but he looks like he would never hurt a fly. And when I see him look at Megan and I see the love in his eyes, I know he's a good guy.

I wish someone would look at me like that. But I don't really believe in love. It just seems out of reach, for me at least.

Overall, I'm really enjoying Australia so far. I'm making friends. I'm smiling. That's more than I ever got in New York.