Ashton's POV
Recap -
"Don't be embarrassed. I love that you feel that way about me. And I couldn't imagine my life without you either." He said, leaning in and leaving a soft kiss on my lips.
I smile lightly into the kiss, loving the feeling. His hands rest on my hips, pulling me slightly closer as mine tangle in his hair. His tongue glides along my bottom lip, a shiver runs through my body as I open my mouth to him.
Our tongues dance together in a quick, soft, dance. Slowly, he pulls me onto his lap. My legs rest on either side of his, bent at my knees. His hands glide up and down my lower back.
Up. And down.
Up. Down.
Slowly, they reach under the hem of my shirt and my breath catches. He stops his actions with his hands, but continues to move his lips against mine.
I melt back into the kiss happily.
For a few moments, I don't even notice my top sliding up. He reaches the back of my bra and easily snaps it off. I flinch back, shocked at his action.
He looks equally shocked, "I'm sorry baby. I shouldn't have.. I'm.. sorry."
I shake my head effectively clearing it, "Don't be." Then I kiss him again. I run my hands to the hem of his shirt and pull it over his head, the kiss separating momentarily.
Soon enough, our clothes are scattered on the floor and we somehow made our way to the bedroom.
He found his way on top of me and pushed me back toward the headboard, lust burning in his beautiful eyes.
"Are you sure?" He asks cautiously.
"Never been more sure about anything." I say softly. And I'm serious. I want this.
He nods, but I can sense his nervousness. I know he's not a virgin. We've had this talk actually. It was kind of awkward. He went through a player phase. Some may have even called him a fuckboy. Why is he nervous now? Does he not want to?
"What's wrong?" He asks.
Oh. I stopped. "Um. Just, are... you sure?" I ask with a slight stutter.
"Of course?" He answers without hesitation, but still wondering why I thought he wasn't.
"You just seemed, um, a little nervous." I said, not wanting to hurt his feelings.
"Of course I'm nervous. I've done this before, yes, but never with the girl I love." He says, looking into my eyes.
I can't help the smile that pushes it's way onto my lips. "I love you too." I say happily.
He then kisses me again. We get lost in each other as the night carries on.
It was a long beautiful night. One we won't ever forget. Soon enough, we fell asleep in each other's arms, smiles still beaming on our faces.
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