Endless Love

50

"Are you excited for your trip?" I said looking at Ryan and watching him as he was texting away. That was the one thing about Ryan, he was a busy guy so I expected him to always have text messages and so on, but it's like he barely knew how to put his phone down sometimes. "Ryan!" I yelled across the room snapping my fingers.

"I'm sorry, it was one of my crew members with information in the flight, said we have to be there an hour early. By the way traffic moves I should leave now." He said walking up to me and put his arms around me, giving me a nice big hug. "I'll miss you. And I love you, be safe and don't do anything crazy while I'm gone, you always seem to be in drama." He said laughing.

"I'll miss you and I love you too, have fun. And don't tell me what to do. I hope you get your ass beat by a kangaroo." I said hugging him back and he kissed my forehead and we both laughed and I walked with him to the door and watched him leave. I went inside and laid across the couch, I finally got to relax but that wasn't for too long, about ten minutes later I could hear Josh and Lily coming from down the hall, I got up to meet them at the door.

"How was your day baby?" I said picking her up and kissing her forehead. "Was that witch mean to you?"

"I had a good day and no she wasn't mean she left home when we left."

"Good that's what I was hoping to hear." I said kissing her head and putting her down and she ran off to her room. "Are you leaving?"

"No." He said letting himself in and taking off his coat and boots, and laid across the couch I was on.

"Okay, first why you getting comfortable like this is your house? Second, I was on that couch." I said looking at him and he looked back at me, and didn't say anything.

"Let me get a cupcake." He finally said looking at me then grabbing the remote. I rolled my eyes and got him one of the cupcakes from off the kitchen counter  and he looked at me. "So, your 'husband to be' is gone for a month huh?"

"Yes Josh he is." I said walking away and shaking my head and sitting in the kitchen. "And he's not my husband to be, I don't know what we are right now and he knows that."

"Oh okay, true." He said sarcastically and was looking for something to watch. "Well, guess you know you gonna see my face everyday this month right Liyah?"

"Am I?" I said looking over at him and shook my head, and laughed but I didn't let him see me. The jealous Josh was back. But, there goes my month of relaxation, I can't relax and think with Josh's ass in my face all month. "Why would you even wanna be all up in here you got a big fancy ass mansion where you can go and relax? And a new 'girlfriend' or whatever you consider that to be."

"Yeah you are, and so what did that stop me before?" He said putting on the sports channel and finishing the cupcake in two bites with his greedy ass. "And you can lay across me, the couch is still free." I laughed and put my hands on my head and went to Lily's room. I know what Josh was doing and I just wanted to avoid it the best way I can.

"You ready to take a bubble bath?"

"Yes I love bubbles!"

"I know!" I said kissing her head and going to the bathroom and running the water and emptying out a whole container of bubbles. She came running in and I helped her in the tub. "If you need anything you tell me, or when you're ready to get out you yell for me okay? I don't want you to slip and fall." I said kissing her head and she nodded.

I walked out and seen Josh gone from the couch, but now at the fridge, with a plate of three cupcakes and a glass of milk on the counter. I could feel my emotional side starting to flare up because looking at Josh alive and just in my place was still so new to me after seeing him just in a bed all year, thinking I lost him sometimes. Something came over me and I went over to him and just put my arms around him.

"Are you good?" He said getting out the fridge and looking down at me. I ignored him and kept my head on him cause I didn't want him to know I was crying, and kept my arms around him and I felt his go around me. "I know you I know you're crying, you were just fine."

I got up out of his arms and wiped my eyes and laughed a little. "It's just so new it's different just seeing you like this. I watched you not move for a year, you know? Now you're standing in my fridge and eating all my snacks it's just so weird Josh, I thought I lost you." He paused and looked down at me and kissed my forehead.

"You didn't lose me, if anything I lost you."

"How?"

"I woke up and find out the love of my life was marrying someone else. To know you gave up on me hurt me, but because you're you, you're Liyah I can't go anywhere cause I have been in love with you since you first came on campus. If you were Naomi, or Sabrina, I would've said fuck it I probably would've cheated on them in my sleep." He said and I laughed and went back to hugging him. "Whether you like it or not you're stuck with me, cause even though you hurt me, I'm still all for you. I hurt you too many times to count and you was still right there even though you half ass couldn't stand me."

"I still half ass can't stand you."

"But that's what I love about you, you can't get enough of me." He said kissing my head. "How lucky are you to be the only girl that can set me in check? I know the other girls thing wasn't as in check but if you was mad at me, I got in check."

"Not lucky at all, I barely could keep you in check so shut up."

"Are we done now? Got me being all sentimental and shit." He said laughing and stuffing his face in one of the cupcakes.

"Yes I'm sorry, you and me both I don't like that, I barely let my feelings out." I said laughing and he grabbed me and put his hands on my waist. "You know when you got jealous earlier, that's how I knew you still loved me." He said smirking and I put my hand on his cheek.

"Whatever, I was not jealous."

"Liyah yes you were, I know you." He said lifting me up and sitting me on the counter.

"I don't care what you know, I know I wasn't jealous." I said and he put himself between my legs and grabbed them both from each side.

"I just got one question for you." He said looking down at me and laying my body down on the counter, and putting my legs up on his shoulders as he laid himself over me. "How was the sex?" He said staring at me then started to kiss along my jaw and down the side of my neck. Once he started I immediately felt tingles rush along my back, and heat fill across my body, it missed Josh's touch so much that it was reacting to quickly, like it was excited that he was back.

"You know no one can make me feel like you do." I said staring at his lips and slowly laying mine against his. I pushed his body up and grabbed onto his shirt and pulled myself up and kept kissing him, I didn't wanna stop.

"Aggresive, I like it." He said whispering softly against my lips.

"I just know what I want and I want it now, and I don't want it slow, you know exactly how I want it." I whispered back in his ear and kissed it softly and I think that's what set him off, cause before I knew it he lifted me up off the counter, and threw me down on the couch and I grabbed his arms and pulled him over me, lifting off his shirt and rubbing my hands all over his body.

"Mommy I'm done!" I heard Lily yell from out the bathroom and I stopped, Josh paused and he looked at me, and we both laughed.

"I knew something like that would happen one day but damn not this day." He said laughing and got off me and I got up and fixed myself. "What am I supposed to do now?"

"You can wait, you are so greedy Josh." I said getting up and looking at him, he had his hands over his head and a pillow over his pants.

"Don't make me pull you back over here." I smirked and left going back to help Lily. I think this is going to be a long, interesting month. I didn't think of Ryan one bit just now, cause all that was in my mind was Josh, I knew I was still in love with him, I just didn't want my feelings to come back out this early, what if I was just stuck in the moment?