Endless Love

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I pulled up to Josh's house and parked my car, I didn't feel like dealing with them today, faking the mood but I knew I had too since I had to pick up Lily. I got out and knocked on the door, and Sabrina answered with her coat and scarf on.

"Leaving?"

"Yeah, I'm on my way to work, Lily and Josh are upstairs. I think Lily's sleep though, sorry I'm already so late!"

"No problem, have a good day at work." I said rolling my eyes and walking in and making my way all through his house. I never really got to explore the whole house, it was so damn huge and usually when I came here we'd be arguing anyways. I walked by and it was a room as big as an apartment, and I was guessing it was Josh's. Big ass bed, and it was a mess. Sneakers all over the place, clothes. Of course Josh would be the one to live in an immaculate house and still keep it messy. "I love big beds like this." I said taking off my sneakers and jumping right on it.

"I know you do, I do too. I'm too big for a tiny ass bed." He said laughing and laying himself over me.

"Josh, get up."

"Chill she's gone."

"So what?"

"So I can't lay over you?"

"No."

"But you aren't even facing me. Come on, just relax Liyah." He said laying his head in all my hair. "You still smell like Hawaii."

"You were supposed to take me there, remember?"

"Yeah, but why go when you smell just like it." He said keeping his face in my hair and I just rolled my eyes, and laid there.

"Josh, how are we supposed to do this friend thing, if you can't even not touch me?"

"But that's boring. Just sitting there, doing what, talking about Lily? Talking about our days, nah that's boring. Plus you're still mine." I leaned up and tried to turn around to look at him but I couldn't cause everytime I'd try he'd move his head and laugh.

"I'm not yours."

"You not even fucking with that other guy anymore, you think I'm gonna let you get close to someone else?"

"But that's what you're doing? I'm gonna eventually do what you're doing. You got me fucked up if you think I'm gonna sit here just because you with somebody, I did enough of that."

"Liyah," He said moving my hair from the side of my face and off of my neck and started to kiss on it slowly. "You're mine."

"Josh, move. I told you I'm not doing that again. You clearly made a choice, and you are clearly with someone you wanna be with, so stop." I said crawling from underneath his heavy body, grabbing  my sneakers and walked down the hall to the room Lily was sleeping in and picked her up.

"But we both know we don't know how we gonna do this." He said looking at me and kissing Lily's head and I ignored him and walked downstairs. "I know I made a choice and I wanna be faithful but I can't control myself with you." He said chasing behind me and putting his arms around Lily and I. "Please Liyah? At least let me do this every once in a while."

"Just hug me?"

"Yeah. And I still don't approve of you dating someone else again. You know damn well if I was awake last year I wouldn't of even let that shit fly."

"Josh, I don't know why you talking to me like you my daddy."

"Cause I am." He said laughing and slapping my ass, and I shook my head and laughed. "Why you laughing?"

"Cause you're comical, we're friends Josh and that's all you wanted a few days ago, now you talking about you can't control yourself? You just have problems, You don't know what the hell you want either." I said walking outside and putting Lily in the car and he followed. Josh is so used to this cat and mouse game we'd play when he was with Naomi that he feels like this shit is normal.

"I think you're right. I'm confused like you claim you were."

"Yeah, sure. Have your little fun." I said patting his cheek and looking at him.

"What's that supposed to mean?"

"It means once you come to your senses, or once you realize that she really isn't the person for you I just hope it's not too late. Cause I can be with someone, and be way happier than you made me. Just like you claimed she made you happier than I ever did." He stood there and looked at me with a confused face, like he wanted to act like he didn't know what I was talking about.

"How do you or I know I was just saying that out of anger?"

"You're with her aren't you?" I said getting in my car. "I can't wait until I can look you dead in your face like you did me, and tell you those exact same words. So you can feel how much they hurt, and so you can feel how I felt when you said it wasn't out of anger."

"Do you really think there's someone who can make you happier than I did?"

"Of course I do. There's someone who's making you happier than I ever did. So hell yeah it's possible, right?" I said pulling off and left him standing there in his thoughts, because for once I was playing his game back with him, if he was gonna play some game or pretend to be happy just to make me suffer, I'll do the same. I can tease him, and play with his feelings all I need too, because I can play the game just as good as he can. I wasn't going to be the one crying anymore from things he said, or things he threw in my face about Sabrina. I was going to stoop right down to his level, and I'm sure he wonMt even see it coming.

Had to give two chapters, I haven't updated in a while cause of work. .-. I'm also working on new books, this ones coming to an end sooooon idk when but soon hope you enjoy. ^.^ Sorry for the long waits, thanks for all the reads and votes again, love you all. <3