My Husband vs. Me

Part 27

"Ace, I loved you back when we were still a child" I think it's better to tell him my feelings now that he's willing to listen to me.

"I know. You look like a bug back then. You keep on following me" Ace pointed out.

"That's not the point. Let me finish what I'm saying first" I'm blushing since tinititigan nya ako and he's listening to me so attentively.

Tumango naman sya.

"You're my first love Ace and that will never change. I love back then and I still love you the same" Niyakap ko sya since he's letting me have my way today.

"Kahit paulit-ulit mo akong sinasaktan, Kahit napaiyak mo na ako, Kahit hindi mo na natupad ang mga pangakong binitawan mo, I'll still keep on loving you" Tumulo na ang luha ko at mas niyakap ko sya nang mahigpit.

"Kahit sirang sira na ako hindi ko magawang bitawan ang relasyon natin. Ace, I'm hurting deep inside. I feel so lonely" naramdaman ko naman na niyakap din ako ni Ace kaya mas napaiyak pa ako.

"I'm trying to fix what's left on our relation but it's hard Ace. I couldn't fix it by myself. I'm hanging by a thin thread now and I'm on the verge of breaking my self too. I'm afraid Ace, I'm afraid that everything will fall apart any moment." No one knows how worried I am. No one knows the pain that I've been enduring just to keep my self going.

"Please Ace, just give me a sign that you cared about me and I'll keep fighting for us. Kahit sinukuan ka na nang lahat, Kahit masama na ang tingin nila sayo I'll still believe in you. I'll still stay by your side" Hindi sya nag salita but he silently caressed my back.

"Ace, I'll wait for you to love me again. I'll wait for the time when you could tell me all of your secrets. Handa akong kalimutan ang pagkakamali mo at handa akong tanggapin ka nang buong buo. Handa akong magsimula ulit kasama ka. Hindi kita iiwan at hindi kita ipag papalit but please don't give me a reason to take a step back" bulong ko. Sanay na akong masaktan at sanay na din naman akong mag hintay.

I won't tell him na alam kong may kabit sya. Hindi ko isusumbat iyon sa kanya at papalagpasin ko iyon. I'm giving him the chance para itama ang pagkakamali nya.

"Don't fall for Ice"

He covered my ears and he whispered something and I didn't get to hear it since medyo maingay dito sa park.

  **ACE's POV**

Ilang weeks nang busy si Putching at lagi nyang kasama si Ice. Madalas syang late umuwi at minsan hindi na sya umuuwi. At ngayon?  Three weeks na syang nasa New York!

Damn!

Ang tagal matapos nang shooting nila! Sa Videocall lang kami magkausap.

Nakakainis kasi kung kailan nasa malayo sya mas halatang sobrang stressed sya!

Kung dati madalas syang walang time sa akin ngayon naman halos wala na syang time sa akin! Twenty five minutes lang kaming magkausap!

Three days na din akong hindi nakakapasok at hindi nakaka-attend nang gig kasi may lagnat ako.

Wala si Putching dito para alagaan ako kaya paano ako gagaling kaagad?

What am I gonna do now?

I'm going to die at this rate.

My fever will burn my brain for sure.

I was busy thinking on how I'm going to die because of my fever when my cellphone suddenly rung.

Kinuha ko kaagad ang cellphone ko dahil akala ko ay tinatawagan na ako ni Putching but sadly, Si Queen lang pala yung tumatawag.

"Oh?" I'm not really in the mood to talk to them.

I got my self sick and Putching was not here  and it makes me upset.

"Hey Ace! Punta ka dito sa bar!" Queen invited me and from her tone I can tell that she's excited. Mga hindi din yata sila nagsipasok!

"I'm sick. I can't go there" I declined. Umiikot ang paningin ko at nanghihina pa ako.

"Ace, Ang tagal mo nang hindi nagpapakita sa amin! Punta ka dito sa bar! Bilis!" inis na sabi naman ni King.

"Emergency dude!" dagdag pa ni Jack.

"Fine" Napipilitang sagot ko at ibinaba ko na ang tawag. It's an emergency so I should force my self to get my ass up to go there.

Pag tayo ko ay parang umikot ang nasa paligid ko kaya natumba ako.

This surely  sucks!