certain things

11.

"Sam?" Liam whispered against the top of my head and I hummed to let him know I was listening. "Can I ask you something?"

"You just did." I teased and he laughed a little. "Li, you can ask me anything. You know that." I whispered.

"What made you so upset last week when you had the panic attack?" I sighed a little and turned around in his arms to face him.

"The parents were talking about taking family pictures and it just made me realize that I was the only one there without family." I trailed off, not daring to look him in the eye and Liam sighed, tugging me closer to him, if that was even possible. "I shouldn't have gotten that worked up about it."

"We'll always be your family, Sam." Liam said, making me look at him. "Even though your parents aren't around doesn't mean you don't have family."

"I know." I mumbled, drawing circles on his bare bicep. "I haven't had a panic attack since my dad died." I whispered, almost to myself and Liam frowned, scooting himself down the bed to be face to face with me.

"I love you." Liam reassured me quietly and I smiled a little as he toyed with my fingers under the covers.

"I love you too." I replied and he ducked his head down to kiss me.

As soon as he slipped his tongue in my mouth, he moved around to hover above me. Liam intertwined our fingers next to my head and laid down against me. Even with his full weight on me, I was completely comfortable. I took a deep breath, pulling away to rest my forehead against his, and closed my eyes.

"I have to get ready for work." I mumbled and he laughed a little, hanging his head on my collar bones.

"You suck." Liam muttered and I laughed, sliding out from under him.

I got up from the bed and snagged one of Liam's t-shirts, slipping on my underwear. Liam hopped out of his bed as I made my way to the bathroom and walked in with no clothes on. I laughed as he pretended to hip thrust and turned the shower on. Liam tugged at the hem of my shirt and pulled it over my head, acting like he had never seen my bare chest before.

"Stop." I giggled when he blew raspberries on my neck.

"Make me." Liam challenged and I just rolled my eyes, stripping off my underwear and climbing into the shower.

He got in after me and I stood under the warm water, letting my hair get wet. Liam leaned against the wall, just watching me, and I quirked an eyebrow at him. Liam just shrugged and smiled while I put shampoo in my hair. I stood under the stream and let it wash out a moment later, reaching for my body wash.

"No, your wrist is still jacked up, let me help." Liam smirked and I knew he wasn't just trying to help me.

I rolled my eyes and reluctantly handed him my body wash, watching as he just smirked, pouring some in his large hands. Liam turned my around to where my back was to his chest and he tugged me close to him. I felt nerves take over me as he started rubbing up and down my arms, getting dangerously close to my breasts. He ran his hands over my stomach and I gasped as he slipped a few fingers over my piercing that was lower.

"You're so beautiful." He whispered, pressing a kiss to the side of my neck.

I leaned my head back on his chest as he slowly pushed two fingers inside me and held onto his forearm. My breathing became labored when he put in a third finger and I quietly moaned at how sensitive I was. Since New Years, we haven't done anything until last night and it's been a week. With work and uni, both of us have been stressed and haven't had time to do anything other than sleep.

We finally got an off night last night and I think we had at least ten rounds. Liam pulled on my piercing and I moaned at the feeling, digging my nails into his arm. He laughed and started pressing kisses on my neck, biting down on one spot. I felt my stomach clench and Liam bit down on my shoulder, making me whimper.

"Liam." I breathed out and he turned me around, pushing me up against the wall of the shower.

Liam got down on his knees and pulled me close to his face by my thighs. I cried out in pleasure as he licked a stripe up my folds, attaching his lips to pierced nub. He smirked against my core and stuck his tongue inside of me, pushing it in and out at a rapid pace. I moaned and gripped his hair, pulling his face closer to my center. He inserted three fingers again, stretching me out, and grabbed my left leg, tossing it over his shoulder, giving him a better angle.

"Li," I whimpered and he smiled, reaching up with his free hand to latch onto my breast. "I'm close."

"Let go, babe." He mumbled, the vibrations of his voice, sending shivers up my body.

I moaned, holding onto his arm and hair as my orgasm racked through me. Liam held me up as I almost collapsed to the floor and smiled at the effect he was having on me. He ran his tongue up and down my folds to get everything before standing back up. I leaned my head back against the wall, trying to control my breathing and a smile fell on my lips.

"We're gonna get a noise complaint from the neighbors." Liam laughed and I swatted his arm.

"Shut up." I mumbled and turned the water off.

I wrung out my hair and stepped out of the shower, pushing the curtain back. I wrapped a towel around my chest and Liam put one around his waist. I grabbed my toothbrush and began brushing my teeth while Liam ran a small towel through his short hair. I spit out the foam in my mouth and rinsed with water, making my way to my bedroom.

I dried off my body and wrapped my hair up in the towel, tugging on a pair of maroon underwear and a black bra. I stepped into some light wash jeans with holes and slid a very large black sweater on that hung off one shoulder. I walked back to the bathroom and plugged up the hair dryer, taking my hair out of the towel. I began blow drying my hair and got all the tangles out as I went. I left it in its naturally wavy state and went back to my room to grab a beanie. I put on a couple rings and stepped into black combat boots before grabbing my bag. I found Liam in the kitchen and I walked up behind him.

"I'm leaving." I said, wrapping my arms around his torso, leaning my head in between his bare shoulder blades.

"Have a good day." He turned around, his mouth full of cereal and I laughed a little, pecking his cheek. "Oh, I forgot to tell you. I'm taking you on a date tonight."

"See you tonight."