I give up. I gave up a while ago. I know my mom isn't gonna change. So I don't know why I keep trying. I'm not even trying anymore. I'm just defending. It's shit that I have to defend everything when it comes to her. Myself. My boyfriend. I've been with my boyfriend for almost two years now and she's still not happy. She's still trying to get me to leave him. It's horribly pathetic. I can't wait til we have our own car, our own house. Hopefully soon. I can't stand being here with her. She's so self-absorbed, so negative. I know I'm not going to have much contact with her after I leave and after my Nanny (Grandma) passes. She's just way too much for me. For my mental health. It's too pathetic to even try.
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Feelings...
RandomJust an everything of all mi feelings. Stories. Letters. Notes. Like a little diary. Everything in here is based on what I'm feeling at the time. Thanks
