DO I?

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*BROOKE'S POV*

"I don't know what to do." kata gue ke Kak Justin.

"Don't stress, Brooke. I don't want you to be sick." kata Kak Justin. Gue rada kaget. Sumpah dia bilang gitu? Tumben. Kirain masih benci aned ama gue.

"No, I won't." kata gue.

"You can be his motivator." kata Kak Cam.

"Yeah maybe, but I can't stay calm if I stand beside him. I feel like I wanna cry everytime I see him." kata gue.

"You can do it, Brooke. Trust me." kata Kak Justin.

"I'm too afraid to see him."

"Then I'll accompany you."

"But what if he doesn't get motivated?"

"He will."

"Argh. I just wanna die."

"Hey, don't say that, please." kak Justin ngeliat gue.

"It's too much."

"Brooke I don't wanna loose 2 of my friends." kata Kak Justin keras. Gue kaget.

"Sorry." kata gue takut.

"Uh, I don't mean to say it loud, sorry." kata Kak Justin lalu megang pundak gue.

"It's okay." kata gue.

"Srsly. I can't control my emotion." katanya.

"I know." jawab gue. And you know what? Tiba-tiba Kak Justin meluk gue. Anjay, gue deg-degan parah.

"Don't leave me, I beg you." katanya.

"Uh, okay." kata gue.

"Promise me."

"I promise."

"Okay, that's better." katanya lalu ngelepasin gue.

"I'm sorry if I always make you mad. I don't mean to do that." kata gue.

"Just forget it. Okay." katanya.

"Hm, okay." kata gue.

"It's 9, you look so tired. I'll drive you home." kata Kak Justin.

"I have to accompany you." kata gue.

"It's okay. Don't bother yourself."

"No, I wanna stay here." mohon gue.

"I can't see you sleep in the waiting room. It's uncomfortable." katanya.

"It's okay." kata gue lalu senyum.

"Hmmh, okay if that's what you want." kata Kak Justin lalu kita masuk.

[skip]

*JUSTIN'S POV*

"Should I call his mother now?" tanya Brooke.

"Uh, he didn't wanna tell his condition to anyone, including you, tbh." kata gue.

"Me?" tanyanya kaget.

"Yeah, he didn't wanna broke your heart." kata gue.

"Argh, he's too kind." Brooke kesel sendiri.

"Yeah, he is."

"Ah, I'll think about it tomorrow."

"Okay." jawab gue.

"Uh, goodnight Justin." katanya awkward.

"Goodnight, Brooke." jawab gue.

[skip]

Gue kebangun jam 3 karena leher gue pegel semua. Dan lo tau, Brooke udah nyender aja di pundak gue. It's kinda weird, but I can't just move and wake her up. She's shaking, then I put my jacket on her.

Poor girl, pikir gue. Gue jadi ngerasa bersalah udah nyiksa dia dulu, ngebentak-bentak, ngelemparin, nabrak. Emang bener, penyesalan selalu datang di akhir. Tapi gue benci 'merasa menyesal dan akhirnya sadar kalo gue terlalu peduli'. Harusnya gue biarin dia, lagipula kebanyakan mikirin Brooke bikin gue gajadi move on. Elah.

Gue gabisa tidur lagi, akhirnya gue cuma diem sambil ngeliat Brooke. Dia keliatan nyenyak tapi gue tau tidurnya ga tenang. Tiba-tiba gue pegang tangannya. Reflek. Gue kaget parah waktu gue sadar. Duh, lo ngapain sih Justin, udah gila ye.

Tangan Brooke tiba-tiba nahan tangan gue. Anjrit. Ko gue jadi pegang-pegangan ama pacar orang gini sih. Mabok lo, Tin.

"J-justin? Uh, eh, I'm sorry." kata Brooke. Njir, dia kebangun.

"Eheh, it's okay." jawab gue canggung.

"Oh my God, I'm so dumb. Sorry." kata Brooke lalu ngelepasin tangannya. Kita blushing. Anjrot, apaan seh.

"Uh, good morning." kata gue.

"Good morning too. Uh, how's your sleep?" tanyanya.

"Ugh, I didn't sleep well last night." kata gue.

"Hmm. You can lay down here." kata Brooke lalu berdiri.

"No, no, don't leave please." kata gue.

"Uh, okay." katanya lalu duduk lagi.

"It's cold, you should wear your jacket." katanya lalu nyodorin jaket gue yang tadi gue pakein ke dia.

"Uh, thank's." gue ambil jaketnya lalu gue pake.

"I'll ask for 2 blanket if they have it." kata gue lalu berdiri.

"Thank you, Justin." katanya lalu senyum. Entah kenapa gue ngerasa Brooke emang bener-bener tulus. Tapi di sisi lain gue masih curiga sama dia.

Gue akhirnya dapet 2 selimut buat kita berdua lalu gue kasih ke dia.

"I'll buy some foods." kata Brooke.

"I'll go with you." kata gue.

"Don't worry, I can go alone." kata Brooke.

"Don't, please." kata gue. Gue ga pengen dia ketabrak bis atau ketembak begal atau apalah. Gue udah stress mikirin gimana idup gue kalo gue kehilangan temen-temen gue.

"Uuh, maybe I'll order by phone so I won't leave you." katanya.

"Uhm, that's better." jawab gue.

[skip]

"It's so good, Justin. Try it." kata Brooke sambil nyodorin taco ke gue. Tbh, gue benci taco sama sekali.

"Naaa, I don't like it." elak gue.

"Eat this or I'll feed you." katanya.

"No, I won't eat that." kata gue.

"Just a bite." kata Brooke.

"Naaaaaah." kata gue. Tiba-tiba Brooke nempelin itu taco ke mulut gue sampe isinya montjrottt.

"Brooklynnnn." gue gemes. Dia ketawa geli. Untuk pertama kalinya gue denger dia ketawa. Ketawa buat gue.

"Don't laugh." kata gue lalu nutup mulutnya.

"Hhmfh.. Hmmh.."

"Argh. Don't bite me." teriak gue. Anjrit, jari gue digigit.

"Nahkan kampret." kata gue.

"Ampun om." kata Brooke.

"Om? Enak aja."

"Yaiyakan situkan tua. Lol." katanya.

"Anjriiiiiit." gue acak-acak rambut Brooke. And she keeps laughing. Gue ga nyangka kita bisa sedeket ini di tengah suasana sedih karena Cam sakit. Elah. Gue bingung.






















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